I’ve drawn some pretty scary stuff in the past.
Most related to my psychosis and mixed states.
I paint watercolors that are not about my sza though. Because I have sza, I can imagine a color or shape and see what it will look like without painting it first.
I have many drawings I created during psychosis. I love them. It was impressive the way my brain would draw things faster and with astonishing creativity. There is a character I created during psychosis that was doing a very peculiar thing. Some years later, I found a book on the street with the drawing of a character doing the same very peculiar thing. I found it a bit scary.
I drew this when I was psychotic, and the tattoo artist stencilled my drawing and now this is all over my right arm. My lines were too thick and I did some shading and stuff, so he had to go over it again. I lost the original 
This was the last thing I drew and that was over 5 years ago now
I set fire to the drawings I did before this one.
I really love your drawing! I also deleted many drawings, paintings and animations I created when I was psychotic.
I had no choice, they were drawings of evil places, and with everyone telling me I was being delusional I got angry and set fire to all of it.
I would love to see your drawings. When I was psychotic I had the weird experience that I could draw automatically. I just released my body to draw. I created some abstract images during that time that nowadays I see they have meaning.
I am ok with what I did. I think it would be triggering to look at now.
I create poetry with hints about my delusions and hallucinations
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