I have more trouble being alone at night. I occupy myself during the day but at night it really hits hard.
Laying in this big bed in the still of the night is driving me more mad lolol.
i live with my mom
she is really the only one i talk to
i talk with my treatment team 3 days a week but my primary social worker left last year and i dont trust any of my other workers
paranoid they will section me
i have a brother and sister but they are in another state and all my family are in other states and they dont talk to me cause they think i just am lazy and wont work cause i am depressed
my brother comes around every couple months or so but does talk on the phone with my mom every day
my sister just got a new job where she comes up here once a week to see us and talk to my mom on the phone every day or so
i have one neighbor who we are close with and helps out with handyman things
i fear people so i am ok with being alone
i get anxiety and panic when around others so loner i am
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Yes the fear of people panic and anxiety is very debilitating i donāt see myself ever recovering from illness its tragic but true and so many people like this
Same here. Being alone is what I got used to, and I came to like it.
I am alone in my suffering. My friend doesnāt feel my pain.
Do well to enjoy being aloneā¦ it is actually the only skill that matters. Just look at Jim Carreyā¦ and donāt do drugs they are no substitute for company
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Today I accepted that I am aloneā¦ took a while for me to accept this, but there is nothing I canāt do about it. Reaching out yielded nothing, so only thing left is acceptance. This took me a few years to do. but now I am there.
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