With one of the worlds worst decease
Accept help and stay out of trouble. I try to take care of my responsibilities and be a nice person.
Oh, yeah, I tend to eat and sleep also.
I feel exactly like you. I want to die most days but I am scared of doing it. I don’t enjoy life. It s very difficult to me living this way, any interest in anything :s
It surprises me how many people feel the same things. This illness affects many many people. It sucks.
I do what I have to do to survive like I said in past posts its hard not wanting to give up and not go on anymore but I realize these are the cards I was dealt and I just have to roll with it and go with whatever obstacles life throws my way like I have been doing for all my life struggling just to get by at times well all the time is a struggle for me just to get out of bed in the morning sometimes I don’t want to get out of bed and Have to make myself get up and get going I feel like I am dragging so tired no energy to do the things I would like to do like going for walks I have to muster up the energy I do have what little I have just to get up plus I have severe sleep apnea after having a sleep study I was diagnosed as having that and that drains me of my energy. It is what it is and I just have to make the best of my circumstances and having this illness to top it off and being overweight doesn’t help matters caused by one of my meds maybe both All I think of is food and when I am going to eat next that has to change I am not happy with what I have become but I have to work on that.
One day at a time.
One. Day. At. A. Time
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