I can’t seem to tell but lately all I seem to be doing is focusing all my energy on a hobby I just got into. I am so exhausted.
My mind never shuts up for more than 5 seconds and my thoughts bounce around to random things.
My mind runs continuously so I can’t sleep and I engage in “retail therapy” with money that I don’t have…
Oh believe me you’ll know
I sometimes wonder whether investing all my time on hobbies is a manic symptom. I spent three days creating a Coloring book. Most of the time I’m not interested in anything. That’s why I can’t tell.
It may be a bit of hypomanic behavior but it also sounds obsessive which could be a different issue
I get obsessed with things and get bored within a couple of weeks.
I get obsessed a lot but I also have OCD
I think we share a lot of the symptoms and our docs are always confused. No wonder why we are confused too.
Being obsessed could be part of mania as well
I feel like the happiest i’ve ever been and talk a lot, laugh a lot, than pure rage out of nowhere also occasional visions.
I’m not sure I’m happy but I have a lot of energy to do things and none at the same time.
Oh yeah, I relate to you and Wave cause my diagnosis is kind of ambigious too.
I get the manic rage too. I can end mania pretty quickly with Seroquel for a few days.
Yeah, actually I only got hypomanic for a few years or at least the mania wasn’t as strong as that episode I had last year. But the first time I went pure manic I was already on risperidone so that calmed things a bit I guess. I think the mania just felt stronger because of the damn prozac.
Never had that problem. But there is always tomorrow.
Not true @Wave, I never know when I’m manic if no one tells me.
Yeah that is lack of insight
This can happen too
Euphoria, constantly active, not sleeping, talking all the time, frequently angry, but having a feeling that something is wrong. (Actually in my case when I was on Latuda it was called severe anxiety which technically was correct but it mimicked it enough to where I can partially understand it.)
When I’m manic, my brain is buzzing with what I need to do, and forming lots of crazy connections that seem insignificant to a norm. I have all of a sudden got lots of adrenaline type of energy, but also internally exhausted at same time