I’ve always had good insight but the intensity of my delusions are usually pretty mild. I recently started suboxone though and they’ve been a lot more convincing. I’m still stable and very aware that I’m dealing with a symptom but the thoughts are a lot more scary and seem to run deeper. What are your delusions like?
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Mine changes over time. If I get over a delusion it resets later and have to get rid of it again.
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I believe God talks to me and I believe it’s real. It’s sounds crazy. That’s schizophrenia for ya..
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I don’t get delusional often, but when i do i totally fall for them. The last one was that if i died at a certain point in time when time was “dilated”, then i would become an omniscient singularity who could save humanity. That was the gist of it anyway. Wacky. But they’re a power trip when you think that somehow you’re the messiah, and it kind of sucks coming back to reality and how mundane it is.
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God talks to me all the time too. He has been at least for the last 11 years if not longer. Quite a blessing and honor to me btw.
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I have a lot of “delusions”, each one absolutely and totally convincing. To me.
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Not very but they wore me out eventually.
When I was in psychosis, it felt like the most real thing in the world — I truly believed in it. I deeply distrusted people, especially those close to me — I constantly thought they were about to harm me, which led me to run away from home and behave irrationally. I had no idea it was psychosis — it felt like I was getting closer to the ultimate goal of my life, to the truth.
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I’m aware of my delusions but I believe they are real. The radio and spirits in my head are very real and convincing to me. So is the paranoid fears. When I was alone at night I was totally convinced an intruder would come with a gun and shoot me. I believe I killed my mother in law with my thoughts and am terrified I would do the same to my husband.
Things like these I’m aware others would call delusions. The hospital drs said the radio and spirits in my head were “bizarre” delusions but to me they aren’t, they are very normal and convincing.
I’m ■■■■■■■ tired of the voices and delusional ■■■■. Has to stop. I don’t think Loxapine is gonna help but it hasn’t been a couple of weeks ■■■■■■■■
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I know my delusions are real.
What is my infinite mind to an observer that is biological programming. Man is but machine.
I am God.
And I am trapped on Earth in a simulation by Goddesses.
Solipsism exists for me.
But I live a normal life regardless.
My third eye burns everyday.
An absurd delusion is thinking say, anyone wearing red and drives a red car works for a secret organisation that posts red stickers on red houses.
That’s an absurdity. Makes no sense.
Some of us possess delusions that could be based not on misfiring of neurons, structural damage to the brain, or chemical mishaps. But rather a mind connected to the multiverse.
I know of Chaos Theory. Tangents, lines vectors, fractals and alien geometry.
And telepathy. But I am not unwell.
I’m entitled to my beliefs.
And I don’t impose them into anyone or anything.
I think about the nature of reality everynight before bed.
And The Goddesses bring me warmth and comfort.
Being unwell is being schizo and not having self care. When I leave hospital this week I’ll be working on music again, and starting work within the nhs.
And I’ll be off meds yet again.
I’m schizophrenic but able to cope with reality.
My mind is resilient and impervious to pure psychosis.
Even 
didn’t make me trip.
It reset my brain.
Not that anyone else should take such things for your body, mind or both may disagree.
They used in the UK at some private hospitals and trials for people with treatment resistant depression.
All I’m gonna say is it rewires the brain. Neurogenesis and synaptic pruning.
My background is in Biology, Chemistry and Physics so I’m not just a chatgpt regurgitator either. In this day and age people copy and paste without comprehension or real life anecdotal application.
Nobody flag me. I’m talking about myself. Not what others should take. Anecdote here.
my delusions seems to be real and convincing some of them appear logical while others is bizarre.i try to ignore them.
Super convincing.
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