Hopes and Dreams

Do you feel let down.

Does your potential not get met by this world

Are you living

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I had to settle for much less life quality due to sz.
I had no choice.

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I had hopes and dreams. Now I just feel “out of the game”. But I’m 52 now. You’re still quite young @Joker . Don’t throw in the towel yet.

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I still have hopes and dreams, but they don’t include an overachieving career.

I’m fine with that.

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I’ve been disappointed and upset with how my life turned out but things slowly got better like I finally got on the right meds and I moved into a house and my dad remarried and my stepmom drives us wherever we need to go. My dad can’t drive because he had a stroke and I’m too nervous to drive. I’ll never have a good job and will have to keep getting SSI every month but I’m ok with that. I’m fine with doing Assertive Community Treatment and staying home a lot watching TV. It’s not a normal life but it’s good enough for me.

I never really had hopes and dreams. I guess everyone does but I wouldn’t think of any dream I had as more than an irrational fantasy. At times I entertained the idea of being a writer or lawyer or professor and other things but the reality of those things is certainly mundane, stressful and a lot of work. The only dream I have that persists is writer and winning the lotto. But the kind of writer I want to be is just as possible as winning the lottery and sz has nothing to do with the chances of either

Am I on the path I expected to be on at this point? No. Am I on a path I enjoy? Yeah, pretty much. Has the journey been worthwhile so far? Yes. The good parts have cancelled out the bad parts and then some. Life happens - you just gotta roll with it when it doesn’t happen the way you were counting on it to.

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I have no hopes nor dreams.
I’m really satisfied with my miserable life

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Hopes and dreams I used to have not any more just get by each day

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i had many hopes and dreams that got crushed by sz and meds

now i live a life of hell that i cant control

right now im going threw a hard time with med changes and death of pets

they are my family

Not strong ones. I vaguely want to change my life somehow for the better. I still wouldn’t mind having a friend. I’m not going to change the world or make the world a better place but I have hope still that things will get better for me personally.

I no longer have hopes and dreams.

Well, all I wanted was a peaceful life with a good job family and friends — I hate how I feel and think though, and I have learned to love my living situation, it’s a sad existence but I am drug free, make rent and most of my symptoms aren’t so bad with pills
However I look for reasons not to complain and I am aware of my stoicism
The stark reality of it all is that most people are truly unhappy with at least a few aspects in life, and the key to happiness is love, what ever that may be to you :slightly_smiling_face:

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Sometimes… life never worked out as I expected, part of did, but large parts not. Am still in recovery from my past and honestly it interferes with my life. I wish the past begone. Good riddance, but sometimes it rears and have to face it again while all I want is to move forward.

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Never give up on your dream

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I’m pretty happy where I’m at so I don’t get too upset about that stuff. Getting caught up in my ideas about how things should be gets me caught in an ego trap of thinking I know everything. I’m okay where I am. That’s all I can know.

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