First they wanted me to kill my GP. Then they wanted me to kill a friend and dump her body on a hiking trail. Now they want me to kill my roommates.
I would never, ever, EVER do anything violent towards another person, it’s just really upsetting and I need to vent
are you doing street drugs?
sounds like a bad high to me.
@Daze What makes you ask that? Does it really sound like a bad trip?? No street drugs for Smokes
sorry, I’m still thinking about my brother’s best friend in high school,
he hooked up with a new woman, and they both killed her husband,
and drugs were involved.
Oh holy ■■■■ 
No, definitely no street drugs involved in this! Smokes is sober 
My voices told me to do something so embarrassing I won’t mention it here, but I appreciate your honesty. It’s good you’re opening up and reaching out. The brain is a strange thing! I had homicidal impulses a little over a year ago and I worked out the thoughts I was having, mostly a resentment I had. I have heard people talk about these things in twelve step meetings, and you can get over it. It sounds like in your case your mind is just malfunctioning.
I hear you! I get homicidal OCD thoughts and I don’t ever want to do such thing to my family! It’s just so scary and makes me on edge when I have these thoughts, so I hear you. Thoughts and voices don’t make you evil. They’re just brain malfunctioning. Have you talked to your doctor about it?
Unresolved anger maybe? Just a guess.
I have similar voices.
I would never harm a living being.
it’s hard huh @anon2818416 =(
I have had such voices a lot too and i felt so embarrassed about them…
@anon2818416, does your psychiatrist know you’re getting homicidal commands? If not, tell them in case you need a med adjustment.
I would tell them: “That’s unrealistic.”
I’ve spoke to my psychologist about my homicidal intrusive thoughts. She says ones reaction to them says a lot. So if you are horrified with them and find it upsetting then that is very reassuring that you wouldn’t carry them out. I try to remind myself this.
Wow.
I’m glad your finding reason.
Keep voicing whats going on; maybe give a call to someone who is in a position to help you.
@anon2818416 that can’t be easy to deal with. I think you’ve got some good advice here, sorry to hear about your struggles
For me it’s easier to think of it this way: “I heard “kill this person” in my head” instead of “the voice wants me to kill someone.” Because the voice isn’t a real person so it can’t want anything. It’s just a sound you heard like if you were hearing echoes in a cavern. That usually takes some of the power away from it if you can think like that.
@anon2818416
i am sorry that you are going through a hard time.
things will get better, hopefully
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