I’ve been having flares of my gi problems, so I’m just trying to stay out of the hospital. SIGH
Just want to say, Good thread LED!
And, I’m wishing everyone happy holidays!
@LED
Sending you lots of hugs. That’s got to be difficult. I’m SO SORRY for your loss. If I can help, please let me. I’m a good listener.

@unbe
C’mon now… that will probably end up with psychotic symptoms. We care about you. Vent!
@LED
I know. You’re struggling. But, mourn… there’s nothing wrong with that. I wish I could be there for you irl… pm me anytime!
I’m visiting my in laws for the holidays. We leave Saturday and will be there for not quite 2 weeks. Not really sure what we’re doing yet because my mother in law is the one that plans everything and we’re surprising her. She doesn’t know we’re coming.
Did you tell him you’re just having a rough time because you’re missing your daughter and don’t feel much like celebrating? Maybe he’d understand better if he knew why?
No parties for me. I don’t get invited because I am just a social annoyance at best. 
No i didnt. My Brother isnt the best when it comes to sharing your feelings so to speak. Its ok. I said i will see him in the new year. I would rather isolate anyway - people have been concerned ive been indoors most of the time, but im honestly more stable and happier that way - its less complicated for me. 
I feel you on being happier with isolation. I’m similar. I get urges to be social, but my symptoms always get worse when I go out. So I mostly stay home all day every day.
I agree. Being social round here, in the local pubs for example - means getting dragged into other peoples personal dramas - as well as the local scrotes asking you for money. Maybe im getting to old - but im happiest in my dressing gown tucked up on the sofa with some good telly over xmas! 
hi @LED hope you’re enjoying the hols.
I’m trying really hard to be healthy & social but it’s a really tough time of year for me. Despite seeing kind friends I feel super vulnerable & lonely and can’t wait for the new year to be underway.
I may be facing a gynecological biopsy this upcoming Tuesday, 31rst of Dec. and my best friend told me today that she needs “space” so, she’s not accepting phone calls or texts from me right now. She does this kind of thing all the time but I’m just saying that this is kind of a bad time for me because of what I may be facing. She has absolutely no sympathy. And I’ve been there for her again and again and again over the years.
If I evaluate the situation clearly and honestly, I really should HATE her and have absolutely nothing more to do with her. But, alas, she is the only friend I have in the whole world. And, I don’t have any close family.
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