I had a pretty bad day today…but I got through it. I had anxiety issues and I was stressed out and depressed. One reason was the day program that I go to moved to a new building….and there was a lot of people in one room all day long. There was around 70 people in one room and that made feel anxiety.
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Doing okay I guess. It’s a grind at work and my plans for the evening are being laid flat by high winds. It’s nuts outside. Hope you’re feeling better soon @Jake. Good to see you around.
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That would make me anxious too.
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Bad day, families toxicity kills my mood after I wake up and they message me. I don’t know hot get rid of this hated I have for them all.
I’ve decided I’ll change my name formally to disown them if I go independent which I’m praying for. But my worst fear is that I’ll always be dependent on them bc my financial situation isn’t improving and nor is my social situation.
That girl I was talking for for months, she doesn’t give a ■■■■ about me but keeps me hanging - I hate it
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Nice to see you @Jake !
I am also trying to cut ties with “family “ .and all bullies abusers thief’s of my times from me etc ill just say very nasty ■■■■ 
occurred towards me.
I’m living in former stepmom’s apartment though and can’t afford to leave .
Honestly ivd felt as though I’m dying but only just surviving and my partner feels the same I think and he had surgery of gall bladder.
My dog seems content and happy and well though.he had a thin duck 
strip a little while ago .
Hopefully my sacred partner and i will survive.
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That would stress out even a neurotypical person without mental illness! Good job getting through it!
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It’s nice to see you @Jake!
Yeah 70 people crammed in one room seems overwhelming
I’d be nervous too
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Good day today. Wrote a letter to my past self. I’ve decided I’m gonna become the Father my past self never had. I’m super excited! I’m already anticipating the next letter, but I told myself I’m taking this journey one step at a time, and one day at a time. Time to get my sanity that I’ve lost back. This is my life, and I choose my future self to be my own Father! So mote it be!
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I found out today that I lost a former co-worker at my last employer to cancer this week. That sucked. She is the one who did most of my commercial insurance training when I was first hired and I owe so many of my successes to her. I really liked and admired her.
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Work have recruitment restrictions now
I waited to see if anything came up in my current team, but now the whole department has a freeze on promotions
They have been telling me for 2 years I work at the higher level
But now it’s impossible
Also the course I was told to wait a year for might be canned as well
Honestly do not know what to do
Feel a bit betrayed as I have put in a good shift just to be lumped in with all the external candidates
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Sorry to hear that @shutterbug
My condolences
RIP
I also owe my life and career to a handful of people
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Hi @Jake . Havent talked to you in awhile. My house purchase is stressing me out. FIrst the appraiser had me fix a broken basement window. Now there is a break or clog in the kitchen sink drainage system in which the leak appears to be moving from inside the wall to under the sink. Fortunately the seller has to deal with this issue, but its just one more thing. And God knows what other issues I will find that the home inspector did not once I have possession. Anyway, thats my current mindset. Wondering if I am going to spend all this money and have a trillion more things than I think I have to fix. Between that, work and the upcoming weddding, feeling a bit overwhelmed.
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Yeah that sounds stressful Bowens. That is a lot of people in one room. @Jake
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