Im pretty low functioning. I have brain damage and damaged processing. I’m on invega injection. And I was delusional most likely half my life which culminated in the ultimate relapse. So now with my damaged processing I can barely understand when people talk to me. Invega injection is just squishy in my head with all the damage. I can’t socialize because I’m introverted and I can’t because my brain is so bruised ans scarred with the medication that gets in there and leans on it all. Lol you know. Basically I’m having a hard time.
I’m in good earth right now. Around the corner from my appointment. Having a matcha latte and a muffin I just worked today. Cleaning a unit and cleaning the lobby etc. Scrubbing , using all kinds of cleaning products. Some are really toxic like oven cleaner. But I’m so low functioning with bad processing. That I can’t work very hard. And not much gets done. But maybe I work at about the 35%- 40% level.
I’m back with my scizophrenic girlfriend. Her name is harmeet. She’s on Abilify injection. I’m gonna see her on Sunday. We could even had a sexual experience. I’ve been working on it. Even though I’m on invega. She’s a great girl. We’re trying. But I have the feeling that she’s going to leave my again when my problems become apparent.
This is just like a low functioning schizophrenic. All they can do is talk about problems because they are so real
How can I fix this? I have a new psychiatrist who is most likely going to switch me to Abilify injection because of my sexual dysfunction.
This could be the end. Will I be lower functioning than I am now after this? Abilify has got to be better. He’s gonna start me on pills then the 300 mg injection hopefully I won’t need the 400 mg injection.
If this is the end for me. I may be too ■■■■■■ up to text you guys anything sensible.
Oh. Harmeet is texting me. I gotta respond to her. Let me know if any of you guys have a better idea than Abilify injection. Anything. Tell me anything. It’s do or die now
I tried Abilify, but it ended up not being the right medication for me. I’m on Rexulti now, and it’s very effective at controlling my psychotic symptoms.
İ m on invega injection for 8 years.my intelligence come back after i started invega.i m fully functional.i m working in education ministry as white collar and working with tonnes of official papers during the day.no problem occured so far.invega is the best meds for me.no sedation no cognitive dysfuntion.always ready to work.im very happy with my med.i think you are delusional
Hey I’m back. It’s early in the morning. I’m laying in bed. In the dark in my apartment. My apartment is sooo awesome. My girlfriend is sooo great. Everything is perfect. Except for invega of course. And the damage. But. I can’t wait to get up and have strawberries and vanilla hazelnut coffee. Yum !! Lol. I’m not delusional. But I have a delusional feeling like I’m drugged up in some druggy low functioning inebriated slightly pleasant state. Invega is definitely too strong for me.
My girlfriend harmeet really likes me. She’s Punjabi. There seems to be alot of Indian people in Calgary these days. That’s cool. Harmeet is awesome. She turns me on because I’m in love with her. And I’m on invega. Lol
I sent her purple flowers. Because I just had the instinct that she likes purple. She was happy. She was like. Yes I will take you back!!! You’re mine:smiling_face_with_three_hearts: it was great. I can’t wait till Sunday. But crap. Invega. What a bummer. Ever see a guy fake it. Lol.
I’ve got some money. I’m gonna do neuro feedback for my damage most likely. I hope it works. Anyway I’ll hit reply now. How are you guys doing?
I said there seems to be alot of Indian people in Calgary these days. Just because. There are alot of Muslims brown people. Mostly. Asian people too. There has been an explosion in Calgary. It’s really mixed now. I’m white. And back when I was in high school before SZ. Everybody was white. But I kinda like this. I’m in love with harmeet. Punjabi. What a turn on
