Here is a note after 13 years of illness

[saynow]

i m scz since mid of 2010
for about 13 years

what i wd like to say ppl who recently ill or ill for several years only

you may feel your scz abd your targetted by real ppl

but when years will go and go
your feeling that your scz will grow up and up

thats so good indeed

dont ever believe your targetted by real ppl
dont ever believe that your hallucination will give you a present or so…they dont exist

my hallucinations told me they want to give a present after all these year of my suffer !!!

that is they will make me marry to a girl i like … but i found they dont exist really …this broke me from inside !!! but they dont exist

thank you

[jukebox]

I had a hard time accepting that my delusions were all lies when I recovered being stable again…robbed is how it feels…but really that’s all sz does…robs and robs…