I want to get out of Israel, and move to Spain.
That’s fine. Just get a passport and a travel visa and get going.
gina are you MAD? I have severe schizophrenia, I can’t travel on my own.
No meds means no travel for me. Meds means maybe travel, but maybe not independently…we’ll see. Gotta take stock of the little things…keep track…do it right.
Pushing past paranoia etc.
If you can’t go anywhere because of your “severe schizophrenia” then why do you crave so much to live in all these places you repeatedly want to escape to?
I have lived and worked in Spain a few times. I even worked in Egypt with sz. It is not impossible.
Why say you want to live somewhere and then limit yourself saying that you can’t travel on your own?
If people are mad for saying that getting a visa and going, then why bother dreaming at all?
labratmat, my schizophrenia is severe, super severe.
People like me, without outstanding baseline level of cognition, CAN’T COMMUNICATE AT ALL.
Moreover, a DRASTIC reduction in the level of energy, enough to rule out reading or academic studies for the lion’s share of the population( WITHOUT ANY MEDS!)
Hi Chess, maybe go with your parents if you can not go by yourself.
Then why torture yourself? You seem to think you can’t go anywhere, but always want to go somewhere.
You say you can’t communicate but you are typing in your second language.
How can anyone help you get to Spain? Give up our lives and take your hand to move to Spain with you?
This feeling of running away is entangled with the belief that if one runs away you escape all your problems. The fact is it never works. You always take yourself with you and that includes the problems. So Spain, USA, Russia etc that I can remember you mentioning, it will always be you.
Addressing and learning the skills to communicate and live are all that matter. No matter where you are.
Stop torturing yourself. It hurts to watch.
I posted in the wrong thread. Here it is in the right thread.
"I am sorry if i sounded a little harsh.
To dream is good. Aspirations are worthy.
If you are going to live a life without meds, then you need to learn the nature of sz and come to terms with it and then lead a fulfilling life with it. If you can’t learn the skills to live with it then meds may be an option, as if you can’t function as you claim then it is the only other option.
Good luck."
So then why post about it? Am I supposed to fly out to Israel from Canada with a leash and take you for walkies in another country?!? d000000d.
Chess the first thing you need to do is stop telling yourself you’re a hopeless schizophrenic. That attitude will get you nowhere.
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