Have you had a lot of traumatic experiences? Or just a lot of stress?

What are some things people have persecuted you about?

Lots of embarrassing things. Psychosis causes trauma IMO. For example when the police pulled me out of my car at gunpoint. That was very traumatic. I’m a strong individual and handle it well though. I believe it was 75% trauma 25% stress/pressure when comparing the two which caused my sz. I had ptsd symptoms for about a year but they went away.

Most of my traumatic experiences was from growing up. I went through physical abuse from a babysitter and emotional abuse from an alcoholic parent. Through my pre-teen years and teen years I spent loads of time isolated since no one wanted to be my friend; they thought I was “strange” (Even their parents didn’t want their kids around me). I also had strange violent behavior for no reason where I’d pull a knife on strangers or close friends which also dampened my friendship making.

Primary reason I’m here, to meet the like-minded.

Whole life is full of traumatic experiences, it’s a wonder I’m not locked up in a rubber room. I keep wishing to just live my life without others getting in my face, but that is not the world we live in. Last 10 years I have isolated and the drama still shows up.

I think I had a lot of trauma from getting all wrapped up in my delusions believing it was all real and having no idea I was sick. They were terrifying delusions.

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Psychosis was traumatizing but i had extreme stress before that. Lonliness, surrounded with assholes, long work hours… isolation, i was psychotic for around a year

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I know what you mean. It’s not like everyone out there cares to understand the mind and stuff. I read SZ can cause PTSD which I agree with.

Psychosis is traumatizing… it’s very very difficult to learn to manage. I can feel you on all of the triggers too- too much stress = long bad thoughts.

Think I had a little PTSD didn’t get diagnosed for it but kept all the negative stuff from my pdoc. Don’t think it was a severe case but definitely carried lots of trauma and anger around for awhile.

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a visit to L.A. County Jail in 2001 started my psychosis. Something about being in constant peril, threats of rape and daily fist fights didn’t agree with my psyche.

Yeah I have the same situation. Plus dealing with years of undiagnosed untreated depression was also pretty gross.