I Ask.
I Am Asking Because I Have Read, That it Has Been Said, Some Drugs May Have Caused Psychotic Episodes For Some Patients. I Personally Have Experimented With Several Different Shades in The Collective Psychological And Physical Beam of Illegal Drugs.
Thus Fact I Share Doesn’t Mean it’s Okay to Do So. It’s Jus The Truth.
Now, I Had My First Hallucination When I Was Like 10 to 12 Years Olde. And I Began My Drug Pathe When I Stole Some Beers From My Dad to Share With My Friends. I Was 13-ish Years Olde, And Began My Experiments.
Here is a List of Illegal Drugs I Have Allowed to Enter Into My Bloodstream.
1.) Marijuana (Before it Began to Become Legalized)
2.) Cocaine
3.) Xanax (Not Prescribed)
4.) Valium (Not Prescribed)
5.) Acid
6.) Magic Mushrooms
Now That is All I Can Honestly Remember at Thus Point in Time. After I Got a Job in Construction, I Gave up On Any Illegal Drug. I Was Around 17-ish Years Olde. I, Instead Would Drink Beer At The End of The Working Days. That Life Lasted For a Few Short Years And Had Not Been Diagnosed With Any Mental Illness.
Later On, I Quit My Job at Around The Age of 23-ish. And Left Home.
I Didn’t Do Any Illegal Drugs. Nor Drink Even Beer. For About Four Years. No Hallucinations or Delusion.
But Around The End of Those Four Years. I Began to Get Swallowed By a Black Hole. Delusions at First. Fear. Ideas of Reference. And Deep Confusion. I Got Diagnosed And Went Back Home.
And That Was The End of My Trip of Any Sense of External Freedom. For The Most Part.
The Ironic Part of Thus Entire Story is, After Growing up Experimenting With Almost Any Illegal Drug Offered. I Fought Tooth And Nail Against Legal Drugs From Doctors Trying to Get Me Back on My Feet.
So. Dear Reader, Is Your Story Close to Mine?. Or Completely Different?.
Warning~ ‘Illegal Drugs Are Not a Safe Form of Escape, Instead, Be Creative With Your Blues’.
Sincerely,
DJ Nosferatu Bat (sleepoptimistic)
