Does anyone think about bad things that have happened to them?
I remember when I was 15 my friend got accused of stealing money. I said it wasn’t fair to accuse her as she wasn’t around to defend herself. The girl gang that were accusing her said for me to meet the girl for a fight. I said I would and went home.
The next day everyone was taking the piss out of me in school. Calling me a chicken. The girl said to meet her for fight and someone told me all her friends were going to attack me.
So to defend myself I went straight for the girl. A few months later I was in town with my friends and her and all her friends attacked me.
It’s a horrible memory. Had black eye. I still have a lump under my eye which I can feel with my finger and when putting goggles on to go swimming.
One of the girls that attacked me was really small and pretty. I admired her in school and used to smile at her before. She just used to look at me like she hated me. When I got attacked she was running around me punching me.
I was thinking about this event today and yesterday.
Sorry you went thru that
And still remember that time
I remember my early life too
It is hard to grow up and move on when you’re still stuck in the past
It’s not like you want to be there either
They say time will heal anything everything
I’m hoping they’re right
Sorry for playing into your trigger
But I have it to…the past haunting me
I was only being honest
I hope that you find a way to get the bad memories to fade
I hope we all do
