I lose my medicaid for my medication and therapy in a couple of weeks. I’ve been in my head about whether I should quit or not before hand. It’s a mix of not knowing what I’m doing and not liking what I’m doing. I have been practicing radical acceptance. I’m stuck between “maybe I should learn more" and “ I’m bad at this and I should quit. Problem is this would be job number 35. I almost quit today but I just made up a lie that I had a family emergency. The job is cool, the people I work with are cool. There’s opportunities for growth but my perfectionism is telling me I’m bad and don’t know what I’m doing even though other people don’t either. They’re just better at hiding it. Its also imposter syndrome as well. Its causing me to make impulse decisions. No matter how much I meditate, journal, talk myself out of it; I come back to quitting. One thing I don’t like is the uncertainty of the position. My parents said they’re cutting me off financially. I can stay at home for free but they won’t be helping me pay for things like food or medication.
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You need to figure out your med situation that is the most important. Can you afford your meds without insurance,?
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If i keep my job , yes.
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