is it just one person who is doing it or several different people?
Iāve had multiple experiences with television. first that it can read my thoughts then that they are talking directly to me.
Misinformation.
Think the wrongs things for the right reason.
Misdirect them.
Mislead them.
When you zig, think zag, when you look right, go left.
Never think the truth about the things that may come back to bite you in the behind. Put that thinking in a box and tape it up tight, toss on a high shelf in the back 40.
Never look back.
Believe you are the character you create for them, then surrender gracefully when they steal that soul, because you were only borrowing it for that dirty deed of theirs.
Several different people, itās strange I feel my mom can read my mind, she always repeats my thoughts, but my brother and dad never do? Live news, just certain people not everyone on the segment, same with nfl shows or live golf.
So if you where thinking something, did they repeat it a few minutes later in the segment, and did this happen for the whole live broadcast, do you have this problem watching pre recorded shows?
I also have that ātortureā thing to my hallucinations! Mine were of many variations, but in the end, it was basically, āwatch as the perpetrators torture your loved ones in an alternate dimensionā kind of thing. It was traumatic. I still get all space cadet if i start to think about what i hallucinated.
As for live TV, yup, sometimes I start thinking thoughts like, āwell, if thereās a receiver for images (the tv itself) there could be a transmitter for live images as well, transmitting my every move to some other place.ā I still kind of think that way, but the technology is probably too cost-prohibitive to be using it on a random sz on the internet, though. I take comfort that, although these things could exist, they likely wonāt happen because it costs āthemā too much money.
It wasnāt for the whole broadcast, just bits of it. mostly the news. it hasnāt happened in a few months though. I think the reading my thoughts is a bit more invasive. I can take them talking to me as long as they donāt say what iām thinking.
Does it make since that after having a beer these symptoms subside ( people hearing your thoughts), has this happened with anybody else?
Anybody reading this, how old are you? They say schizophrenia is usually developed in your teens or early twenties, just curious, Iām 40, and had these symptoms diagnosed at 37. Seems a little to odd to develop this condition that late in life? Does anyone have any health problems that came about suddenly with no explanation?
I like how you put it, Iāll try that! It just seems exhausting to change everything you think. Itās like your mind never has a time to rest, but I guess I constantly try to change my mind as of now.
I honestly thought I was god and that the whole world was talking about me.
I was Dxād at 32. Before my Dx, my entire life medical history consisted of about 25 pages.
After being Dxād my pdoc made a sarcastic comment about my psych file going on itās 3rd volume, each about 4" thick.
Not proud of that, but when I do anything, I donāt do it lightly.
And yes to sudden health problems. Honestly, I thought my reg Dr wasnāt realizing that they werenāt supposed to tell me anything, and let a few cats out of the bag.
I do. I have. I always sense that people playing live on TV are being influenced by my thoughts. I end up thinking that I am leading the person I am looking at to act in a way that I am guiding him to. But then when I watch the same match/program again, in fact the same moment, itās a different story. I am not purposely wanting the person to make that move, instead he gets what i am thinking is my understanding. The worst part is I feel guilty for taking charge of the other personās life. Itās a cycle, repetitive and Everytime I go through it, it ends up being me who is doing all the thinking. What evidence do I have? I just know or sense it. But the problem is not me, it is this situation. I have already moved on I donāt care about what is happening, really, but I care about me being a culprit and a mental sinner. And last but not the least, i never intended to cause anything, but it happened. Leaving me with this point of view and the perception. It feels real that it is happening. All I can say is that the mind is very talkative, unstoppable and negative. This is a constant on some days. It could be triggered when you are stressed or even when happy. The mind is doing everything leaving me to only bear the burden of āmy mistakesā. This is the gap of reality and mind dissolving. If I were to look at a live TV when my mindās mouth is shut, there would be absolutely no problem. But then my thinking is too far ahead and very hard to catch up to. This situation where you think you are communicating with people on TV isnāt really a problem. But repetitive nature and constant updating of these whirring thoughts is. I cannot not watch TV. This constant changing and progressive nature of the mind is unbearable. But you know itās been 2 years since I have been diagnosed with Schizophrenia and I must say I cannot watch a match without screwing up - myself and the other person. You are not alone. There is still no better solution (I think) than to let it fade by itself.
Thank you for the detailed response, so your saying itās just my mind? There really not responding to what Iām thinking? I appreciate your thoughts!!!
Also feel people can read my thoughts on live tv. They usually make insensitive comments to me. Feel like Iām the most unpopular person in the world:(