Everyone has always told me to take meds and stay on meds. I’m the only one who tried to reason myself out of taking meds and always ended up back in the psych ward whenever I quit taking meds so now I always take my meds.
when they did dx me with autism they wanted to get me off the meds and they tapered it off and i just ended up in the psych ward again. First dx was bipolar and then the autism dx came and then after relapse it became autism and sz…
Yes this has happened to me many a time. Lots of people around me don’t seem to get that I have a serious mental health disorder. Even mental health professionals as well. I guess I just come off as a regular guy most of the time. I must be a damn good actor haha.
My manager from when I use to work told me that the medicine changed me. He said he liked the old me without meds better. I told him that I’m better off with the meds. He said, okay.
I told my client at the time that the psychiatrist put me on Risperdal. She said that I shouldn’t take it cause they gave it to her mom and she became worse.
Nobody, ever.
Most of my friends and family have seen me unmedicated enough to not want me to revert to that state.
Even other unmedicated sz folks have been strongly against it when I’ve wanted to go off meds.
Came across a band of religious zealots who said I needed to “purify my body with the body of christ,” and that taking medicine is not part of his plan. Ugh, whatever.
I didn’t took my meds cause of the sideeffects and the loss of motivation. I think they made me depressed. These days i am used to the slakker life i am living and take the mindbending meds. Sometimes i wish the old days back, just to jogg or something.
I’ve been told various things. Diet will help me. Nature is the drug I need. Embracing my soul, whatever that means. Religion will cure me. Meds are poison.
Yeah, ok. Without meds I swing back and forth between uber depress and suicidal to ready to rule the world with tons of ideas. My kids didn’t know what to expect. My marriage almost ended.