Felt really unpleasant, not at all nice. Pissed £20 up the wall. I don’t have that sort of money to waste.
TBH I think I was slightly manic last night. Drinking and smoking. Very out of character for me. When I got home I got all emotional and silly.
Meds (especially seroquel) and alcohol are a bad idea.
Sorry you had a rough night. No sense in beating yourself up over it, though. Just resolve to make better choices moving forward. We all do reckless and stupid inns occasionally.
Can’t tell you how many times I’ve done the same thing. Live and learn, I guess. Hope you feel better going forward, @Jimbob.
Oh well, chalk it up to a lesson. Maybe you were having a good time when you were doing it and you need to have a good time, you deserve it. I can’t be mad at my brother from another mother!
sorry dude…I would have hoped you at least enjoyed yourself but you didn’t and that makes me sad…hang in there dude.
Am worried I make myself a target. When I went over to the pub I get drunk real fast because of the meds. I worry I make a scene especially if I am slightly manic (which is the only time I go drinking in the pub).