I remember my old self. That lovely ■■■■■■. I was a financial semi-responsible guy, with no money to throw on hookers and I never spend my whole paycheck in 4 days before.
Now I spend more then I make and I borrow to much money from my family
I have this thing where I get super into something and make plans then quit 10 min later
A former pdoc wanted to put me on Abilify a few years ago. When I took it, the orthostatic hypotension so bad, I literally couldn’t stand up, so I stopped pretty quickly. Now hearing what everyone is saying about it – thank god!! What the hell was he thinking, giving Abilify to someone who has mania??
@Aziz, I take small dose of clozapine before bed, but have some leftovers of Abilify.
I use 10 mg sometimes as stimulant.
I know its not prescripted, but some days are tough sitting in just one room.
That was and still is the same affect I’m getting also. I have these major plans to do something like say knitting then I go out and spend load of money on it. Then 5 minutes later I dont want to do it become of some preconceived excuse . and the cycle goes on until its here. I actually do it,realise I cant do it then it gets given away or sold to someone else the cycle gos on. I was on abilify but am still getting that side affect
Its only really be 3 quarters of a month. I’m trying to wean my self off because I’m fed up of feeling like this. I cant see my doctor for a while so I have decided to do it myself i know stupid decision but i was only on a very small dose and I literally cant take it anymore I want to be able to read with ease. Plus I’m now on a course that requires alot of psychal focus and dedication and I cant do that on abilify because I literally had no motivation.