My bf wants me to go to the grocery store. I don’t want to go while in psychosis. He doesn’t understand I can’t be around people without worrying they’re going to call me something gay hoe that ■■■■. What do I do?
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■■■■ headphones. I can hear voices when they’re on. I can’t do it.
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Hell just scream at me when he gets back. I hope I don’t pick a fight with someone. Goddam it.
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I’m sorry. I wish he was more understanding 
My list of understanding people is v short. Mostly people on this forum. Shopping while psychotic is no fun.
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Last time I tried I bought apples and lettuce and nothing else 
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He’s antisocial. Grocery store bothers him too but he can deal with people better than I can. Undiagnosed sza he is. It’s ■■■■■■■ hot here we may get up to 112 degrees. Ffs.
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Holy moly. We were 75 yesterday. Now I feel bad about complaining
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Tired really of worrying about what people think of me. No reason to do that. Pisses me off
I’m about to pick a fight with upstairs neighbors. ■■■■ them. They were trying to hear ■■■■■■■ that ain’t goin on. They listen to my ceiling everyday. Follow me from room to room. I wish they’d drop dead.
If you get a pair of Quietcomfort 20s, the noise cancellation nullifies the voices. You can get a pair secondhand on eBay for less than $200.
As for shopping, another alternative is to get it shipped to you with some kind of delivery service.
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It’s best to avoid triggers. Maybe you might try that, but right now you need to avoid all stressful situations. It’s like telling someone with a broken back to get up and come to the grocery store. Uh… I can’t . It’s going to make my back worse I need to rest for a bit"
I was fine until my bf started the whole grocery store crap. I’m trying to get better.
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I know you are sweetie. Hang in there!
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He finally agreed to go. I feel sleepy.
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I’ve been so sleepy all day.
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