So I been had sexual dysfunction since 2 years on paroxetine. I never had interest in sex or porn due to sexual dysfunction so i never masturbated since years. But today I thought i should try masturbating really hard and see if it get to orgasm. It took alot of time but i did got orgasm.
After orgasm i started experiencing weird stuff hand tremors, palpitations, anxiety and then i finally cried literally for 10 seconds. When I cried i knew it was my psychosis. I know after orgasm, brain increases some neurotransmitters, i think that might be the reason for my crying.
Now I will never try to masturbate and nor I’m going to get married.
There’s a disorder known as POIS, or post-orgasmic illness syndrome, which may possibly be prevented by taking Niacinamide shortly before the activity. Here is more info on that.
It sounds like severe anxiety. I would not be surprised if the anxiety caused a flare up in your symptoms. Have you had any previous experience or reason that would make you trigger this? It is normal for your penis to look different after masturbation, it will last about a day.