Good morning.
I ate and took 40 mg Geodon. I need to call my pharmacist and ask for a refill. I will just take a higher dose of medication for now. L Theanine seems to give me horrible hang over @everhopeful I don’t think I will take it for now.
I need to work, have some things to do and then clean. I slept like 12 hours or more yesterday. It is good. Better than the hatred I live with.
It was raining in the morning and I just slept like till 9 am. It is nice 
wish I had some happy pill to just switch me into happiness. Maybe like everyone says? It is part of growing up so good days and bad days. Everyday can not be a good day. 
I am just out of patience from life in general
Unfortunately I have no choice but to take it. It’s either that or Clonazepam.