Good morning, good day or good night, it is another morning for me, it is 7:15 AM and still dark, I slept very well, now having some coffee, soon have some English toast, today is Saturday and if the day is good, I’ll ride my bicycle at least 20 km, glad to be alive.
Mornings are always good for me, ready for another day, I think that good sleep has positive influences in my brain, my brain is energized and then it will be a lot of fun to go and ride my bicycle, maybe within half an hour I go, then it will be light, today would be my day to visit my father, but I may postpone this, because some other people visited him earlier in this week. Have a nice weekend.
Have an awesome day! And go see your father. I’m sure he would love the company.
I went riding my bicycle, but some how I feel depressed today and so I did not visit my father, I would have not been the good company today.
Sorry your feeling depressed @mjseu. Hope you feel better soon
Good morning! 6;10 here already did the dishes from last night. But I have to clean the oven today. Some small potatoes kind of exploded in there a couple of days ago. Also going for a walk with the dog. Then rest and work. Have a good dsy all!
20 km is a pretty long bike ride.
Good you got out for bike ride anyhow.
Maybe you can visit him another day.
I also hope you feel better soon and not depression.
Ive not been out all weekend.
Just indoors in apartment.
I would have liked to have gone for a walk at least but …maybe next week end i can get up to something.
Im only 38. Still pretty young.
I should get out more.
But different reasons also believe ive been lied about ,slandered, set up, stolen from , spiritually attacked n hated n etc
Such different reasons make it difficult for me to go out the way i would like to and i do get shadowed and trashed but i dont mind sitting in shade if its me , my choice , and i feel like myself but nasty stuff goes on and it dont feel right or nice.
The ones who shade me not with love but with hate are seemingly attention desperate who are obsessed about being seen 24/7 and looking and feeling beautiful and stealing and not wanting to be themself but rather steal.
Im sorry for them but maybe that has its charm and there are adults that are like this even ones with children…amazing.I heard them say they dont want me to date or be seen or have social life and specially not get love or be aloud to have free spirit and scialise and they always set up, lie trash, steal etc. I think they are insecure in them self and also jealous of me.
My employment agency hads been up to mischief and i think stolen gold etc from me or maybe its one or few individuals that work there also they dont do proper with papers and eons etc they seem to cheat and steal but make them self look good while doing it and me bad but things are as are and i know myself.
Last job interview they said something about make up then a man being i heard say it was not make up"…
meaning work i had done i think. that it was real but im not talking body work but my eons…
im yet to understand what they were talking about…
But i seem to have work now , in spirit or with eons which im happy about i think but problem is my body doesnt get paid but if i get pension may be good and i work couple hours week with my body.
But ive always been working.
really.
ive been workaholic making beyond billions but i have difficulties working with my body…
theres many ways a being can work…
I have heaps professions but favour some. 
Im not ever a criminal though it seems. Not even in self defence it seems.
Except when i was teen my body was a little bit when it took bread from shop etc but i was actually tied up and threatened to do it or they would kill someone . Thats my spiritual memory of it but maybe it was me and i wasnt tied up and threatened…but i was.
others where in my body “acting me” so difficult say…
Maybe ive been a bad gal.
its part of world and life etc and im trying understand i think but doesnt mean its for me…or i agree…
But things are as are …
Nice to have a dog and i think it often equals pretty good exercise and that one gets “out and about”.
Its 5.42 pm here and i consider that kinda to be night time although it may be evening as im in bed probably around 7 pm.Maybe will read.
Ive been thinking about a clean shaven dark short haired man today and if we could have connection and chemistry in some angle or level cause i think we might be able to laugh together which is unusual for me…
Theres a few men ive laughed with i think.
I might rather meet a man out irl than on/through internet. I think others might pose as me and my profile and get up to mischief and i dont feel connection or flow on internet dating site for me but stagnation and no connection with anyone or compatability perhaps as I cant have children (would of loved to have had though in person…)but should not be with young ones my situation…
Im drinking a cup of black tea with honey and milk but its gone cold.
gm
going to take my son out to a farm in Colona, IL today:
candle dipping, blacksmithing, old time music, etc.
never been to this town before, might look around.
trying to see if Shawn wants to go with as a first date.
if I get pics I’ll share.
Good morning 
4.18 am here
Latuda ,been on it four days or so now and seem to not sleep so well but that may settle with time.
Sounds like a lovely day and outing.
With fun activities.
Hope youz will have a nice time.
I’m a country kinda gal n always wanted to live on a farm but close to water.
I might go vegetarian in a week or two and it’s not impossible I go full vegan again in future.
(Was ethicalvegan 8 months)
Not sure bout the good life n then good kill/slaughter n flow in meat industry…
N it’s said to be good for nature n environment etc to be vegetarian or vegan as well as for ones own health.
I can love eating meat but think it’s time I give it up again.in a week or so .
With politics it seems ya darned if ya do n darned if ya don’t.
Ones that act caring can be absolutely horrid doing awful things to animals and people but paying photographers etc to make them look n feel good n not standing for who they are but rather be someone else (there i etc)or just steal from them .
I amazingly still have faith that there are a beings I can be with.in good positive way.
I do shake head at what people get up to though n find it really sad .
There’s a man shaven man I’ve been thinking about a lot lately.3days all day.
.
If I get on pension I might volunteer meals on wheels or some other place ,work and keep current job (2hours).
I feel I get set up and lied about etc
But I know me and I know I’ve done beautiful good work with my eons .
I’m sorry for them.
Shake head in disbelief …
But I think there’s some nice guys on this site.
I like seeing your pictures too.
I’m not religious but have read about some different ways of thought n religion,
I read a bit about satanism even but could only read half .it seems most of there magic is considered good and they have rituals of compassion but I’ve never done magic and I’m not really into it and don’t want to read about occult things .i don’t think its good for me.
I’m also reading Scientology book .
Christian bible but I don’t believe God would be like that he’ll and etc nor do I belive in it.
Shamanism but I can’t read that either.
Think I was programmed to buy this.
I’m reading creating health by Deepak chop now.
I think I should read a short love novel or so.
I’m a pretty poor reader anyway and don’t want to read so much cause of my condition and should avoid subjects of occult and religion.
I’m not religios but might believe in God but not any religion seems suit me.
Good morning good day good night to youz
What I mean is he has not got a beard…
Shaven face but dark kinda hair on head.
I’ve been feeling pretty fragile and am just in doors today.
A man said to me “they are going to kill you”.
Cause I make more money than his family irl and they were stealing from me .he said his a very bad man but says his Christian some people say that to get power n manipulate.i think they been lying about me n inciting hate.
My horse needs full care agistment n not sure what to do but she’ll have stay where she is anyway.i think they’ve been up to some really nasty things .but of course look good.
I saw the woman I agist of as a friend kinda n prayed for her n her family even although I’m not religious I may believe in God.
At dance I feel spiritually attacked and feel fragile n bit afraid even and it’s been probably couple months since I could enjoy dancing.
I can’t enjoy it when I feel im practicing self defence in spirit all time.
Theres quiet few people /profiles on forum have not been writing or seen here lately.
Hope they are well.
Praise I think to dance instructor who said "every ones welcome "
I think it was ment well .perhaps it was brave of him to say so.
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@Truemist8 what is your picture of?
It’s my eyes but you can only see between eyebrows and corner.
I have blue n green eyes but that can’t be seen on picture .
I might put up another pictur in future.