Was laying in bed and came to all kind of enlightenments. It made me depressed at first, but then it made me happy. I was flooded with revelations. And eventually bliss.
Life isn’t fair. But it’s ok. Bad things happen for no reason because we live in a fd up world. With fd up people. And it would be wise to talk less, people who talk all day long aren’t as smart or wise as people who tend to be quiet.
That’s great. I loved these enlightenment days at work.
My parents told me to work and the church told me to meditate(pray and listen). Basically work and pray for twenty years. I prayed to see better days some days and i did. These were the longest years of my life. I am maybe a bit more retarded as I think I am but i am early retired on a disability pension. I ended up chronic fatigue till I made the decision not to work anymore. The little work I do is easy for someone who was totally overworked. Speaking is silver silence is gold.