Going to chose it soon. Took a while in my decision, but I have no other option left. I don’t want to be where I am anymore, don’t like the suffering, constantly having to rely on others, the bullying, my life, my pain, the scapegoating I received, and am going to take steps to leave this summer. I am willing to give everything up for it.
You can’t escape sz, it will follow you everywhere. Being homeless is even worse. How will you take meds?
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Choosing to go homeless is quite literally suicide.
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I know, but have no other option. And better than ending it myself.
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I read recently that it is basically illegal to be homeless in the USA. They pick you up for walking and lock you up in some States, I hear. such freedom, guys… 
I am not in the USA, so I should be good.
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I trust that I can do without, also my other meds. Have to trust my body that it can handle it. I believe my body can heal itself given supportive environment (more quiet and peaceful)
At this point I don’t really care if I make it. At least I get some peace of mind, because where I am I cannot find it due to people and noises.
If you are going to do that then don’t make the tragic mistake of sudden withdrawal. Sudden withdrawal exacerbates hallucinations as the dopamine floods back in and you are not used to it.
Obviously, no one is allowed to advocate stopping of aps here, so don’t.
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Choosing to go homeless is not a good idea.
This could spell out disaster!
Reconsider.
Nope, I am done.
I was homeless for a little while. Not that bad nothing to worry about.
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Saved some money, and can live on little money. So can live at least for another two years and eat every day. After that, I don’t care. But I am stuck here and sick and tired of it.
Cold dark alone frightened at night maybe even a drunk Pissing on you
Thats no resolution c’mon
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I like being alone, I want it.
Maybe I want to experience dying alone on top of a mountain, without food. Meditate and ascend. I don’t like this world anymore. And I wish everyone a good and happy life, have no regrets leaving it all behind. In good spirits! 
Sounds like you have a serious depressed episode maybe even suicidal
You need help
Have you considered a supportive living house?
It was always quiet when i was there
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If you feel alone, suffering, begging people for various things, in despair, in a careless world, covered in bugs and poop, a victim of the earth’s elements, asexual, surrounded by other homeless people who befriend you to Rob you, no luxuries or comforts, psychologically as close to hell on earth a person can be, full of no hope, the body lacking proper nutrition, more likely to get diseases, less likely to have anything to occupy your mind, starving for food and attention, a pariah by family members, and so on. If you feel these things in your life now they will be greatly magnified if you choose to be homeless.
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We’ll see about that… never experienced it, so I cannot be certain.
I’m frustrated with this post. You are making everyone worry about you for no good reason, except to rile people up. I used to run away from home. There is nothing good about sleeping on the streets etc. It’s especially ridiculous to stop your meds while going homeless.
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Am not riling up, just wanted to make an announcement. Sorry if it came across as such.
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Well, it’s ok but you need to use better judgment in regards to being off meds and homeless. If you like being alone get your own place and work from home in order to afford it. You have other options
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