Joker we both tried to lower or strong antipsychotics at the same time and both failed in doing so. That doesn’t make us to failures but only wiser if we’ve learned from our mistakes.
I have been there before too. I find I need a high dose of olanzapine and can’t reduce it as of now. I’m sorry you are feeling not so good. I hope that you feel better mentally very soon. Sz sucks. @Joker