God Bless America

If all things go right, today will be the last day of my targeting
by the N.S.A. under the jurisdiction of presidents Bill Clinton, George Bush, and Barack Obama

of the United States of America. We are spending the day at the zoo.

I have mental and physical scars that won’t heal. I have wasted the best years of my life
involved in simulated warfare that I tried fighting. I hope I get some answers, but maybe
that will come later. I’m unsure also if there will be any compensation for my suffering.

I want to thank Rand Paul for leadership, courage and sensibility to make this happen.

I also want to apologize to those people who I have offended or brought into my targeting
without them wanting to be part of it especially:

Kidd Valentine, Donnie Brazil, Chris in Waterloo, Dave La Vora, and all the Quad City Dj’s,
everyone at the Quad City Times, everyone at the University of Iowa, everyone at UIHC,
everyone at the PBS Newshour, Paul Gigot,

all of my family, friends, and former boyfriends. I know I’m leaving a lot out.
I’m sorry for any grief I may have caused you directly or indirectly.

If there was anger or hosility or hatred directed at me, in time, and very soon,
all will be forgiven.

I know that this surveillance has been revealing in so many ways, and I also know
that the majority of my time under it has been quite boring. I’m just not that
exciting of a person. But I tried to just live, and let things sort themselves out.

“Come back to the middle and around again, I’m gonna be there til the end, 100% pure love…”

I told you baby, I’d make it til the end. You told me, it’s not over til it’s over.
Listen baby, “It’s over.” How do you like that? “It’s over.” God have mercy on us,
I never thought I’d see the day.

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I’m not viewing that video if you don’t have enough balls to say something to me directly, then please just delete it.
I’ve sacrificed enough, and I’m not putting up with any more b.s.

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If you believe you’re a targeted individual, you in fact may be. But there’s nothing you can really do except embrace the problem and pray you survive their devices real or not.

I don’t really know who or what to believe and I have a hard time trusting anyone even my own family. I’m a veteran, and I really want to have truth in our lives and have our experiences real or not be taken seriously because it’s quite real to us. And that’s what most common people, doctors, psychiatrists and others don’t understand.

It’s the most real thing to a diagnosed person to be beaten, raped, harassed, or pressured into being a certain way. I know you must be going through a lot as the years pass, I too have been through a lot and I still believe that my condition isn’t necessarily schizophrenia someone has targeted me and tortured me for past whistleblowing and dissent over dark forms of service to country that were taken to unnecessary extremes at my expense.

I’m sure if I continued to allude to what I was doing and who I was people would laugh at me a whole bunch…but I just don’t consider it a joke and wish some people would take me seriously about the impending danger and doom our children will be at risk for.

I’m really sort of scared, and so I don’t post as much as I used to and also because I don’t want to be considered some psychotic crackpot. I just hope that whether or not you’re ill, or a targeted individual at risk of being harmed again you do your best and survive without losing your humanity to your condition that you suffer.

I appreciate that reply, but it had nothing to do with what I posted.

Have you been following the Patriot Act expiring at midnight tonight.

When I went to congressmen they said everything is legal what they are doing to you, it’s under the Patriot Act, and we have to remain safe.

Well, finally, an outsider, Rand Paul is saying enough is enough. These Americans under surveillance that are being targeted and tortured like terrorists.

They’re all crooks though, except a select few.

I am hopeful today. I am off to have the best day of my life while they fight it out on Capitol Hill.

Please, for God’s sake, say some prayers. Light some candles. Let it be done.

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Yes, remote neural monitoring is a control mechanism I believe fueled by the Ludacris patriot act that targeted every citizen who knew and knows the truth and has dissent for a fabricated war system.

As far as I can tell, as an 18 year old kid in basic training I was pretty much pimped into a war when 911 commenced in my first phases in training. (AKA I didn’t join for a war I was pretty much jack in the boxed into fighting when 911 happened the day after my basic training photograph was taken on sept 10th).

I think the patriot act is despicable, and excused by a prepared mechanism of perpetual war that excuses the idea to even exist.

I do hope that it is not reactivated into our government options to declare war on the people of the united states who are innocent as the people killed from the conjured attacks of 911.

As we perilously accept our nations leadership and their so called mistakes that give foreign terrorists groups the chance to organize and develop against us we can only really come to one realization:

We armed and funded ISIS
We armed and funded Al Quaida
We armed and funded and allowed Benghazi
We armed and funded drug cartels

need I keep going?

This all was developed by our leadership and funded with our tax money. And it seems that our money is vacuumed up into their hands and there’s no way the true citizens have power over these horrible missions that were created by our own leadership to give them the excuse to reign terror over us and control us to a tee.

I don’t know where things will go or where we’ll end up in the future. But I am sure of one thing and it really upsets me:

All of the threats and attacks including and since 911 were inside jobs.