kid used to guilt trip me into thinking my life was so easy and that was a bad thing, when in fact it was really hard. in fact he was just trying to bring me down, and maybe he was jealous, but of what? continues to try to guilt-trip me, anything i do…“YOUR LIFE IS SO EASY COMPARED TO MINE.” so i almost self-sabotaged my point to make me feel better about myself compared to his life. i took lots of drugs when i was already diagnosed with schizophrenia when i was off my meds, to purposely make my life harder for myself. now slowly ive built up pride and clarity and life has gotten easier and better. today i stood up to him and said “you know what, my life is pretty damn good, as a matter of fact” and he had no response. it was on online messaging…he just didn’t respond. because he cant bring me down anymore. my life is sweet. i have the battle scars to prove all ive been through but over all my life is ■■■■■■■ awesome. and ■■■■ him for trying to make my life more difficult for me. his sick twisted thinking is gonna make him think hes a better person than me because he has it more difficult these days…but im pretty damn happy my life is good. my parents never sought out for me to suffer…they gave me things when i was a kid because they wanted me to have a good life…not a miserable existence like ive had since i was 11 years old. sure theyve made mistakes but were all human. but the truth it, f him and his bitterness, im gonna enjoy how sweet my life is in the grand scheme of things. and not feel guilty about it. -the end
Ha ■■■■ em feed em fertilized duck eggs…balot i think…i noticed the dumber a person is the easier they get all butt hurt…then start spouting off about how hard their dumb lives are followed up by you think your better than me bro?!..i cant stand ignorant…i dont have time for the thistles im too busy smelling the roses…normies dont know what hard is…i had to pull over tonight because giant dinisaur shadow monsters were trying to run me off the road…screaming for my death like it was their sole purpose… And these dumb bastards complaining about how hard their lives are because they make poor life choices and then blame everyone else…gtfo kick rocks… Holy sheit that turned into a long ass rant…im sorry…
It’s ok. It was really irrational gullible thinking on my part, to believe my life was easy when it wasn’t. But I feel it’s almost karmic that I’m turning it all around. he tries to make me feel guilty about being on disability, but u know what? He could suck it!
Your doing good man dont worry about the ignorant…take all the good you can…life owes us some peace of mind after all the ■■■■ its thrown at us…stay positive and dont let dumb wear you down…
exactly what i’ve been thinking lately
thanks for the re-enforcement man
this kid hasn’t had it that tough at all, i’ve been through way more than him, but you know what, none of that ■■■■ matters other than that im happy now
love this
i will always keep you in my mind for this one sentence right here
Right…we did what we had to and now we are here and its better thsn its ever been…i can still improve and plan to… but its going in the right direction…so all the strife made us who we are and we suffer with grace smilling in the face of our dieses…
Just fantastic, all these realizations. Hold on to your happiness. Great post! I had to stop myself from actually standing up and cheering for you 
