I think the whole world is watching me like a reality TV show. Please give me a reason or reasons they’re not, so I can get out of this delusion. Thanks for reading this.
By definition, I am part of the whole world, and am much too absorbed with my own life and the trials and tribulations thereof to be concerned what a random internet stranger who I’ve never met is doing. My wife is sleeping, so she’s not watching you either - she’s watching the insides of her eyelids.
The fact that you’re aware this is a delusion is a good sign!
I know that I definitely am not watching you, and neither is anyone I know.
I know it feels real, but I promise it’s not
I wish my hallucinations didn’t seem so real…
I wish I could consider my in-laws a hallucination. That would be too easy, though. I’d rather crush my nuts between two bricks than have in-laws.
Damn, that’s intense. I got lucky with my fiancée’s family. Very psychologically healthy.
Just you wait until they become hampered by old age. That’s when the true colors come out. Ask me how I know. Sorry, back on track. Not trying to hijack your thread - my in-laws caused me grief today and I’m not past it yet.
That’s ok.
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Me too, friend. Such is life with this illness. Have you mentioned this to your pdoc yet?
Yeah, this is my main delusion and has been for the past 12 years.
I can’t help.
I have the same belief
What do you think when you think about the legality of it?
Gotcha. My primary “delusion” is similar to the movie The Butterfly Effect
I don’t know.
I haven’t thought of every detail.
I just know they’re watching
all the time. cameras everywhere.
First stage of cameras everywhere, just a thought.
Second stage of cameras everywhere, anxiety.
Third stage of cameras everywhere, panic.
I think I should not care what world is watching me or not.
Its just that am I good to self is all that matters.
I also feel I am being watched because I have let out my thought or decision making exposed to environment outcomes.
If I do this, I am waiting for approval and there come the voices.
Its like my actions should be inside out but not outside in.
The part of my delusion that makes the least sense is the legality of it.
NO one is spying on you, cos in the nicest possible way your not that important.
Your life can’t possibly that interesting. I’d like to turn that statement around on you. Why exactly would people take the time and resources necessary to spy on you? I’m guessing that you are pretty much a normal guy besides the delusions and I’m betting that watching all the time would be a boring endeavor.
I can tell you for certain, that I for one am not spying on you.
You have schizophrenia and that’s a symptom of schizophrenia. Nobody is watching you.