Am I being talked about all over TV? Not at this very moment but as of lately? Also does risperidone work for delusions and hallucinations? I believe the world is trying to tear me apart. Am I the center of attention all over the country? Are people watching or listening to me on their phones? Please be honest.
No one has ever been important enough to be broadcast continuously all over the country except for maybe the Beatles. Are you as popular as the Beatles?
This is a bit of a pointless exercise. The answer is “No” to all your questions except the risperidone one. I’m being honest, but you won’t believe me anyway, so I don’t know why your asking. You’ve asked these exact same questions many times over the years. I don’t think you will be satisfied until people tell you “Yes, we are all watching you.”, which is not the truth.
Edit: The only things that I can think of that might help you, are a good pdoc who will experiment with meds with you and maybe some therapy.
I didn’t say anything about being broadcasted CONTINUOUSLY. I mean at all, at one time or another.
Oh yeah, OK, because that makes more sense now.
Screens are demonic and trick you into thinking that you’re being broadcast. In reality, I don’t know you. Nobody knows you
Theres no such thing as “demonic” and machines can’t trick people.
It’s a sick brain.
Her delusions are not the same as yours @crazydiamond444 . She believes she has cameras implanted in her.
I hear the TV talking about me. I don’t want to accuse anyone but I’m hearing this stuff all day everyday, even from my family.
Yes, what I mean is that it doesn’t have to be me being broadcasted everyday, but at one time or another.
There are no cameras implanted in you. Don’t worry. Ever see thst scene at the end of the truman show where he says “you never had a camera in my head!”? You’re fine. I used to think that I had a camera in me too. In reality nothing is going on.
I guess the sarcasm was lost in the translation.
What helped you?
It wasn’t but I’m being very serious at the moment.
I realized thst the screens are a trick and are designed to keep people involved in their own little realities. That’s it. They’re just screens. Nobody outside of your screen knows you, don’t worry.
Can’t remember if it was you or the other user with Korea delusion, flower something username, that said was going to try Clozapine. Did you try Clozapine?
I really hope not. I want my privacy back. I’m a wacko at the moment. I’m thinking about getting back on risperidone because it seemed to help me a bit. I stopped taking it though because of the anxiety it gave me, but it did give me insight. Anyway, I hope no one is lying to me. I’m not accusing anyone but that would really suck.
There is no privacy. You have to accept that. But knowing the truth puts you among a select few who know the truth. As long as you didn’t cause any legal trouble, you should be fine.
No clozapine for me. Im already taking olanzapine 20mg and I have no energy, which isn’t as important as my mental state, but I don’t want to seem like a zombie and I don’t want to go through the blood work. I tried risperidone before and it seemed to work.
You’ve been posting about this delusion for years. When were you on risperidone? I am on 5mg risperidone.