At least this one girl, my neighbor, sees me as unique and mysterious rather than weird and crazy. Except I’m pretty sure she has a significant other. But she’s always smiling and laughing and looking in my direction, I saw her talking to her friend about me, it was pretty obvious they were talking about me I turned around and caught them in the act. Then yesterday I was looking out my window and she was in her car and she was looking at me through the window for a split second. She lives with a guy so I doubt anything would ever happen but she’s seemed to acquire a strange kind of interest to me. Btw her attraction keeps growing on me she definitely is pretty.
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I’ve cared much much much much much more about my delusions lately than girls, maybe that’s why she seems interested in me
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r u ok? I haven’t talked to you lately. How’s everything? r u struggling with delusions?
It’s ok. I feel like I’m living in purgatory. Like sometimes everything is great and then others a shitty underlying feeling. The little things make me happy though.
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this is the time of year where I start not doing well, usually bad depression. Do you have a seasonal aspect to your symptoms?
I think we should do a poll to see who has a seasonal aspect to their illness - what do you think?
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I’m not sure. My hospital visits over the years have been spread sporadically month to month throughout the calendar.
If anything I’ve been worst in the spring
@tera fall is actually the only season I haven’t been hospitalized in.
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Women are curious creatures.
Schizophrenia is a curious illness…
Combine the two and you could be in a world of hurt!
Saying that…it is what it is. Till your talking to her it’s all subjective on your part. Don’t second guess and be cool. Women like cool …they really do…
Schizphrenia is cyclic. It really is …but if you like a girl wait for those opportunites to have a chat…other than that and your window shopping and that can be cruel for the soul!
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Oh well I did talk to her a couple weeks ago which is what I think got her curious.
maybe she’s looking to upgrade, or maybe the guy she lives with is just a roommate. I think you should tell her she’s lovely today. That will really get her thinking.
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Maybe your time has finally come with girls. Strike while the iron is hot.
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@Jonnybegood Where is your new fresh rap?