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Getting Violent thoughts

Im having problems with people that are slagging me off behind my back. Trouble is - i know i could easily kill them - with a stuck on razor blade in a toothbrush to the neck.

I dont fancy the 30 year sentance that would come with it tho. I might just pay anonymous a few bitcoin to ruin them financially.

Im in an evil bloody mood. But things get to me and i want retrubution for it.

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Wanting to do it is different from actually making real plans to do it. I think of torturing old friends
from 4 years ago but have never made a move to make it happen. If that’s your situation, it’s ok.

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Yea ive been thinking of using a sledge hammer on the neighbours but what if I miss and hit myself in the balls?

I have violent intrusive thoughts.

Yeah you are quite right. I would never go thru with it. Hate always eats you up - and damages you more than the person you wanna inflict it on.

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Hiya sweet. You ok? You recovered from your recent hospital admission?

yes im okay now

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Pleased to hear it. :slight_smile:

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Without meds I do violent things like attacking my brothers with a knife, throwing knives at them. Smoking weed while on meds does the same too. On meds without weed I get violent thoughts but never get to do them, they’re less frequent and less intense.

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When I get angry at something I tend to scream and throw things, which scares my husband. Other than that I’m only violent towards myself (when I cut). But also sometimes Alien puts violent thoughts in my head and yells at me calling me a murderer.

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i get those type of intrusive thoughts at times. its annoying.
i think everyone does though, its just our filter is not there.