Im having problems with people that are slagging me off behind my back. Trouble is - i know i could easily kill them - with a stuck on razor blade in a toothbrush to the neck.
I dont fancy the 30 year sentance that would come with it tho. I might just pay anonymous a few bitcoin to ruin them financially.
Im in an evil bloody mood. But things get to me and i want retrubution for it.
Wanting to do it is different from actually making real plans to do it. I think of torturing old friends
from 4 years ago but have never made a move to make it happen. If that’s your situation, it’s ok.
Yea ive been thinking of using a sledge hammer on the neighbours but what if I miss and hit myself in the balls?
I have violent intrusive thoughts.
Yeah you are quite right. I would never go thru with it. Hate always eats you up - and damages you more than the person you wanna inflict it on.
Hiya sweet. You ok? You recovered from your recent hospital admission?
yes im okay now
Pleased to hear it. 
When I get angry at something I tend to scream and throw things, which scares my husband. Other than that I’m only violent towards myself (when I cut). But also sometimes Alien puts violent thoughts in my head and yells at me calling me a murderer.
i get those type of intrusive thoughts at times. its annoying.
i think everyone does though, its just our filter is not there.
I get a lot of violents thoughts about me getting raped, stabbed or beaten up or beaten to death. Then I get other violent thoughts, where I supose to make a mistake and getting beaten for that, or rejected and put in prison. Or I see how they kill me and what people after that do with my corpse.
Yeah - As you may know, feelings and ideas of being persecuted is common in Sz.
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