So my car has been barely driveable/inoperable for a while
Wrecked my bike the other day and tore a tired(that’s fixed now)
The belt to the bursh on my vacuum ripped (dirty floors)
Dishes were piling up (guests and too much drinking)
My cat poked a hole in may airbed (sleeping on a couch is hardly refreshing)…
The last couple weeks have been really annoying… not to mention the nature of disability coming in early on in the month for me and always winding up broke for the last couple months…
I had been sliding downhill… lifestyle-wise… I haven;t worked out in 3 or 4 days… due to the company and always being tired…
A new month… time to recuperate…
Got the belts ordered for the vac. Got the solenoids ordered for my car and a repair kit for vinyl airbeds… plan on getting the cat declawed (any nay-sayers to that can fuck off… little guy is a wholly indoor cat and used to it.)
I also plan on avoiding alcohol and quiting smoking again (I’m serious but those thoughts cross my mind almost every day.)
Got a roomate and potential apartment lined up in Kansas City… He and I have been building the lore for the video game universe we might wind up working in.
Going to get enrolled for school in business management… going to keep an eye for folks looking to work on video games. Coders, Artists, Audio engineers… while learning how to legally establish and economically manage a company.
Things are looking up… this is just me checking in.
Love you all…
ah and the mf landlord finally got the laundry room operating here… 1.75 for a cycle in the washer/dryer… wish it was free but I’ll finally be able to keep all my ■■■■ up to snuff without leaving the compound.
and… there is a new psych office in town again finally… so I may be able to get started on abilify… I’ll aim for the lowest dose possible but that’s pretty exciting.
They’re a pretty progressive office… here within there first few months of opening and they’ve already scheduled a day for trans-folk to congregate. I’m guessing they are well informed about the nature of SZ and it’s symptoms if they are that comprehensive to be opening their doors to transgender/sexual/vestite people… pretty cool.
Dang my stomach just opened up.
Sounds good. I can eat that whole pizza solo and I only weigh 142 pounds.
I try to save a slice . I’m trying to gain weight too
the best way to gain weight is through lifting and taking a workout supplement… ■■■■ is kind of expensive… works though. Took some progainer for about a week and gained some mass… for a while at least… like I said I haven’t been working out so much and I’ve already grown softer…
all the drinking I was doing kind of bulged the stomach out… with my bike fixed though I should be able to reel it back
Haete came from Haiti and hades.
Hades had a bad stigma plus a musician used it. I then went with hedes then hede,haide,haidi, then hlevye . I made so many emails because I have ocd I think. I was like ehhh this is getting out of control.
My last email was haetism so I just ran with it. I just made it up long story short (Haete Hetes) my realname is Alphonso
Last name is Ashley… but that’s a bit girly these days…
Went to make a new email but Bryan.Ashley was taken… so I went ahead and changed the lettering… then liked the sound of it… I may have my name legally changed. Not any time soon, but I don’t see why not.
hah might do so next time man. The trip set me back in a lot of ways, but I will have reason to visit again until a certain girl decides to move on from there.
She showed me a pretty cool bar we could all go to… I have squeeze every penny out of the SSA funded life to keep myself moving in the right direction, so no guarantee, but if it happens I’ll let you know.
I like going downtown. Especially Belmont. They have the best thrift shops.
Actually…I need to start going out more. (I take myself out on dates) it’s actually
Quite comforting. And relaxing.
downtown was a mess to me… so expensive and I couldn’t keep my head from wanting to look up. Tripped and fell one time.
Was staying on the southern side… visited the north side and that was nice. Kind of like the down-town area of my town but going on for miles in every direction…
Loved how people drove out there… like there were no rules at all.
