Getting a little psychotic - how bad does this sound IYHO?

DX'd - Sz/SzA
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I’m talking to energies, inside and out… - energies within my body
seeing hidden meanings like the hidden meaning behind common exercise terms (i know but really extreme examples - feel spiritually enlightened and that all teenagers are already on this page which is classic for me)
saw a bench turn into a cat…vivid delusions of reference regarding the positioning of my body in public for a couple of minutes - spoken out loud from the next table
voices
agitation (pretty extreme)

all of this today
I’m pretty sure yesterday i sent out a sex demon with a bit of insight remaining but found it all plausible

tentacles reaching out energetically a few days ago
seeing CPN on monday
would like to ask her to see if the psychiatrist would agree to go back on the depot injection

stress has been off the cards
meds missed 4 x this past month

I actually believe i have had a spiritual awakening - although i have been back in AA and that is one of the promises

I can’t talk to my mum - she is desperate about my younger sister
i’m 44, she is 40 mum is her carer

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Sounds pretty bad, is there any dr you can call today? Maybe check into the hospital

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It sounds pretty bad. You’re losing touch with reality. I’d seek emergency medical help if I was in your position.

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I think this is a big deal and you should talk to your doctor ASAP for advice on what to do: med change / increase, hospital visit, coping mechanisms…

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I’ll try the out of hours support line
it’s just talking though

a gp appointment could be made

I’d like to stress this is not 24/7 delusions of reference it still feels new and one offs

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You need a hospital to get on meds, id go

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I’m not new i am also stable out of hospital 12 years
thanks for everyone who reads
but i can hold it together to phone a doctor…
I’m on meds which i have recently been missing occasionally i have been on the depot before
it is point blank more reliable
been thinking about going back on it a few times lately

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I’d go to the hospital if I were you, because if you lose insight that could be it

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I’ve been fasting… i’m gonna get something to eat

thanks i’ll try to get a gp to see me out of hours at the hospital

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Yah fasting can cause a bio-chemical upset. Try eating and get back to us. Take your meds too. Thanks for sharing. You want to come down from this. For sure.

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I’m at emergency room
Cos even emergency gp appts taken

Ate
Nothing acute here just risk of turning

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Glad to hear you went, it may not be acute but it’s best to cut it off before it does. Great job

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thank you. i hope you are ok. get well soon. we love you here at sz.com

and alma and i love you

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Thank you !!
It means a lot
All of you here x

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Let us know how it goes

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A nurse at triage is getting in touch with a psych nurse so that I don’t have to wait 4 more hours for the emergency general practitioner
Psych appointment imminant and I will likely *I hope the plan is) get some extra antipsychotics asap back on the depot injection
I switched to oral of the same medication a couple of years ago
With my high stress levels lately it won’t be enough
Without depot it won’t be enough

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Good luck @Toshiko!

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Thanks Dave
I’m near to some badly hurt people

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You mean Wave? :smile:

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God how many times did I try to type wave

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