Well you probably don’t believe me but i was misdiagnosed. Thank God i never had hallucinations, never heard voices or even acted in a abnormal way. All i did wrong was believing that i was receiving an important message from God through my Tarot cards which has something to do with the Illuminati/devil/childporn/snuff networks and Judgement day. I started posting about this on social media and a few weeks later they kidnapped me from my home (5 police cars in my street, i am a girl weighing 55kg and never had an history of being violent or aggressive) they then locked me away in a ward and forced high doses of amisulpride on me for 6 months. I had to lie and say i don’t believe in what cards say anymore and had to put my Facebook profile on private because authorities where checking if i posted anything related to mocro maffia(big in Netherlands),Illuminati and childporn/snuff networks and they would report back to the ward/psychiatrist.
Other patients were stunned that i was in that ward and forced antipsychotics. One girl even said she thought they were severely abusing me by forcing these heavy meds on me, but she was agreeing on the fact that she herself needed these medications for her illness.
One of the nurses told me: “Oh, they are not going to force injections on you if you refuse your pills, they only do this in severe cases which is not the case with you.” Then i refused the pills and a few days later they threatened me with forceful injections anyways, despite me always behaving wonderfully, not causing any trouble.
My psychiatrist was a total dick too. Never listened to a word i said. Labeled everything as being psychotic. He never listened to my complaints about losing my entire sexual functioning and my fears of it never returning and not being able to ever have sex, a partner or children.
I eventually got out of this forced treatment with the help of a lawyer but it took 6 months.
Other people in my country who talked about childporn/abuse networks also got locked away even in jail and they made up false accusations and charges. I know one lady who fled to Turkey because they kept locking her up in jail over and over again, everytime for different, false accusations. Her true crimes though were blowing the whistle about children being (sexually) abused in youth institutions.
So this is why i got here. I just want to talk to people who have used these horrible drugs
But luckily i am not eaten alive by anything other than not being able to enjoy sexual pleasure for 8 months now…
I was expecting to get replies like this.Why i said you probably don’t believe me. But expect the unexpected - i and many others are absolutely right about these pedophile networks and politicians, high officials and other people with powerful positions being involved
The Netherlands/Belgium have the biggest networks. (Dutroux, Zandvoortzaak) and some parts of Asia of course…
There might be these networks, but they are probably not like you envision and you’re certainly not the one to fix the issue. You’re not that special. Just like there is a possibility there are aliens on earth, but it is for darn sure I am not the one who will save the planet. My thinking I am important here is just another delusion I have.
You think high officials in your country had you locked up because they were afraid of you and others exposing them for phedophiles?
It’s highly unlikely. Just think about all the advisors and people they have around them. They are VERY public people. The odds are next to impossible.
It’s more likely what you were posting was so crazy that people on facebook blew the whistle on you. Something similar happened to a guy here who posted a lot of conspiracy theories. Other people on facebook reported him because they were afraid for his wellbeing/mental health. It wasn’t the government…
I took risperidone and at the same time became chronically suicidal and lost all sexual functioning. This was at the age of 22. Now I am in my fifties and have the highest sex drive in my life. Also coincidentally My sex drive ramped up around the same time a low dose of Abilify was added to my medications.
my sex drive was lowered 30 years ago when I was on Paxil. It is a bummer because I like that drug. It made me feel better. I am considering taking it again. I also had a lowered drive when I was detoxing off of Xanax. As a matter of fact, I went without orgasm for 2 years. I have been off Xanax for 3 years now. I take low dose Risperdal and Trileptal and my drive is (my) normal. Maybe 3 times per week.
You are wrong. This is not how it happened and there is a lot more to this story then what i shared. I am currently writing a post about this but its gonna take a few days or weeks to write everything down. But think what you want to believe, other peoples opinions are the least of my concerns right now
This still worries me a bit because your sexuality came back when you were still on medication. Im off 8 weeks and no improvements at all. And i also had sexual dysfunction on abilify which i used very shortly…
You are not allowed to share that here if you are promoting those beliefs as real. That is against the rules and the post will be removed promptly and your account sanctioned. We take recovery very seriously here and those who promote delusions as real will have their behaviour corrected as necessary.
If your last bet to get someone to believe your delusion is to come to a support forum for people with mental illness it’s time to confront yourself.
Let your guard down and open up to the idea that you are wrong. That is the only way you can better your life.
This could mean that you may need to reach out to your family and medical team. It could mean medication. But if you take time to read a little in the forum you will see just about everyone prefers medication as opposed to living in a delusion they can’t control.
@Chariot333 To go back to your original topic: are you overweight? I’ve heard psych drugs get stored in our fat and can continue to cause sexual dysfunction after discontinuing them.
