The stupiest thing I did was suicide. I thought I was God and that I wouldn’t die if I swallowed a whole Tylenol bottle. Drs in the emergency said I would be dead from liver failure if my parents brought me late to the emergency. They gave me an antidote and I vomited for 2hrs everywhere even in the street and in the car.
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@Aziz ,you’ve been through a lot… 
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The fact that I am alive is a miracle, even cops told me to get a lotto because I didn’t die in an accident where I was driving 180kmh on ice and my car flipped in the air landing on its top. I broke the window and got out, only my knee was slightly bleeding.
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I wrote in one of my school textbooks that the government was after me. Once I almost told my school that there was a bomb in the school. Another time at school I thought that I was moses, so I almost stood up in front of the whole class to declare it. Luckily I was able not to do those last two things.
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The one thing that was life threatening was that voices told me to get on the road while cars are running fast and then cross as they drive fastest with my eyes closed.
I heard scream of their breaks and looked at their stoned faces.
Did it again that night for couple of times.
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Idk, probably uncontrollable laughter
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I destroyed/took apart my desktop PC thinking it was bugged. I thought the hardware was bugged. I wasted a good computer I got from Costco. It was a Dell. There’s nothing interesting or funny about what I did or psychosis.
When I was at my worst in 2015, I couldn’t tell what was real and had really, really bad paranoia. I didn’t want to live.
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I also thought the electrical outlet was listening to me and was bugged. Same thing with the fan in my room. I was really sick. Latuda didn’t do ■■■■ for me and was like water.
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In 2015/2016, I thought I was being driven crazy by microwaves coming from the garage…I was really messed up. I felt it all. I was super, hyper sensitive.
I then thought I was getting attacked from space or satellites that were using microwaves…
I don’t know. It stopped, but it felt so real. A lot of conspiracy theorists say it’s definitely possible and real.
I wanted to be an electrical engineer so I could figure out or prove that it’s possible.
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I destroyed the computers and cell phones in the house because I thought they were hacked.
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In 2017 (I think), I thought the electrical grid was attacking me in my room and board. It felt so real and that I was communicating with aliens.
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The last time I got really psychotic I thought my pets were in on the conspiracy against me. I always thought my family was and had my reasons. But the dog and cats probably not.
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A famous, much-reported on local crime when I was 19 in 1980 was when a whole busload of kids and the driver disappeared without a trace in a small farming town. They were kidnaped by three young guys and put in an underground bunker. The driver became a hero when he forced himself out and got help and saved all the kids. Later, the police found and arrested the kidnappers.
A couple of weeks after this happened I was taking a city bus from my group home to my parents house just to visit them for the day. I was on the bus (and very paranoid and psychotic) with about four other people and I started thinking about that other kidnapping and I thought the bus driver was going to kidnap all of us and bury us.
I tried to play it cool and be calm but I was really convinced about this. So halfway to my parents house I rang the bell and got off. The problem was it was in the middle of nowhere and I was about 5 miles from home and I didn’t know the area.
I just started walking. Eventually the surroundings got familiar and I walked to the group home and I didn’t make it to my parents.
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I asked my brother if he was sure the tap water didn’t somehow come from the toilet, because the voices told me it did and I was essentially drinking poop water.
He laughed nervously and said it didn’t, then went out in the kitchen to cook.
I went out there and told him not to put the pills in the food, because I was convinced he thought I was psychotic and would put benzos in the food to mellow me out.
I basically had to force myself to eat and drink that day because I was so sure I was drinking poop and eating poisoned food.
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I climbed on top of a wardrobe in my room when in hospital to get “a new perspective” and then jumped down onto the bed like a winged squirrel when someone looked through the window to do obs on me 
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I had written a love letter to a voice asking her to marry me
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I thought I developed an invisible horn of energy that could annihilate ghosts, and that ghosts were suddenly everywhere in my neighbourhood, so I started going down the street occasionally doing these headbutt lunges to the ghosts that I thought were there.
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Similar thing happened to me, I drove my car with eyes closed for like 1 min cycles, good thing this didn’t happen on the highway.
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I laughed in church when the priest was preaching and everyone was silent. I laughed during funerals when others were crying, for no reason too. People looked at me and thought I was crazy, the priest did the cross sign on me when he was walking around. I am sure he thinks I am possessed. I laughed at my family dr for no reason, he seemed mad and asked me if I was laughing at him.
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I have that, see above, that’s caused by inappropriate emotions, its a symptom of sz.
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