I used to have grandiose ideas. I was on top of the world, but now I know that I’m just a loser. But you know what! I’m fine with it .
Yea off meds I though I was God and did miracles lol
It’s nice to no longer have the pressure of having to save the world from aliens on my back.
Sometimes I am God, prophet, Buddha, saint, mystic etc. Other times i feel like ■■■■
Haha yeah I had some wacky ideas and i feel like i was on top of the world but im starting to feel normal now.
Was it hard for you to become normal again? You must have felt very powerful before when you believed you were god and now you are just a normal person.
idk, I’ve healed the world, single-handedly.
nothing about aliens though.
Yes, I know the feeling! It’s a special feeling when you think you are that important.
The hard part was accepting to take meds as I had stopped them for 2 years.
I tried to fix the world too
that’s a long time, if you had symptoms, the gray matter was depleted.
do you notice now?
Idk I have negative symptoms but I think its from the Risperdal as on Abilify they were better.
yeah. I only ask cuz, I’ve heard you never get it back, totally,
the cells, or the brain, unlike other parts of the body.
@sonXI You’ve described my situation exactly.
I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own…