From agony to ecstasy

Anyone else feels this way?
I mean, terrible dreams, two hours in morning can’t even speak, can’t cry, then I get in my world,listen music, take pills and finally better.
Then entertain my self until late, night, when I’m my self…
And tomorrow let it all again…

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The struggle is real

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Can I ask what meds you take?

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Too much meds, I’m taking clozapine night, Lamictal day, effexor, and other for age condition.
I tolerate well high doses…

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Do the meds help?

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Yes, but your dosage is not therapeutical.
It’s very low…

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I’m having the same problem! Do you know why they put you on a low dose?

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Are you on low doses @anon42606141?

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I don’t experience highs except when manic, I’m schizo affective bi polar type, but I do experience a great amount of rest at times when I’m falling asleep it’s very spiritual. I don’t like that I can’t be happy without it being mania but that’s how it is I’m very dark soul and don’t feel joy.

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No, I’m just tired of everything…
I’m always on high doses, I tolerate well…
Built tolerance through years.
I’m tired of life passing so useless…

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Please hang in there @anon42606141

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@Turtle44, I think I’ve read you have dreams that are not pleasant…
How do you cope?
Here is almost 2am,and it bothers me to go to sleep…

I didn’t sleep much when my dreams were horrible it made me scared to sleep @anon25523312

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Three to five years ago I felt ecstatic for a while. I thought it was because of all the V8 juice I was drinking but the juice was mostly carrot juice so I don’t know why that would’ve made me feel any better. Mainly meds help me feel better, not 100% but better.

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