I feel like I’ve been dreaming lately. I have to do reality checks to convince myself that this isn’t a dream. What’s funny is that when I go to the bathroom, I fear I’m actually peeing the bed… lol. Very anxiety inducing.
I feel like this reality isn’t… the real reality… that sounds stupid. I feel like I need to wake up. When I actually sleep, I don’t feel like I slept at all. I feel like I’m dreaming and I can’t wake up into the real world.
But this world feels boringly normal, so it’s gotta be the real world… but I still feel like I’m not really here. Maybe I’m just not real.