I know its ridiculous. I cant get over this feeling
Like periodically someone inserts thoughts in my head and talks to me, tries to get on my good side and then out of no where abuses me
Just realized that sounds like my mom, huh
Anyway feeling like my latuda might need increased
I have this stuff in all the time. I mean I do have. Where my mind is really clear and peaceful and really working totally for me not against me in any way. This is when I think deep about things these delusions really torment me and frustrate me and make me complain.
I want to not have schizophrenia just for one day. Doesnt feel like i get a break from it anymore
I know how you feel… what about med change?
I just got an increase in lamictal and started on wellbutrin. My mood is a lot better at least
Nothing’s impossible even one day for me to be symptom free without meds.
Thats whats up. I take welbutrin too and im almost never depressed. Hope the med change brings even more benefits in the long run.
I know you logically know there isn’t a chip in your head but the feelings are impossible to ignore. Idk if it would help you but maybe building courage to let it go and live your life might help.
A chip in your head wouldn’t even work. Maybe in 100 years but not now.
Yea.. think about it. How would they power the chip? And as complicated as images in the brain are i bet a small chip couldn’t have the input /output to generate thoughts ..not to mention encoding them to brain signals…
Its impossible
Check out neuralink by elon musk
It’s still primitive and intrusive.
Its gonna get better moon… nobody is putting thoughts into your head. For some reason my thought broadcasting started to get bettwr like 3 months ago. I think it was because my pdoc raised my latuda to 160 and I started to try to change how I related to my thoughts and feelings.
I bet one day its will gwt better for you 
im not saying everything is better for me but co.pared to 6 months ago I do suffer alot less. Once you get the right meds/conditions the suffering might let up …. Just keep on keeping on
I know they’re delusions but still hell to do that to anybody is just plain simple wrong for me personally. I think the delusions being done to me are just totally wrong to be done by anybody or existence. I’m just darn innocent but in reality psychiatrist explaining to me why I’m feeling violated
I used to experience something similar with my voices. I never gave them much mind when I could. But if I actively started listening, they’d start off complimentary and nice then turn abusive once I went back to ignoring them. It took effort to listen to them anyways so I usually wouldn’t. I experimented with voices and decided it was best for me to not make an effort to listen. Idk about the thoughts though. My thoughts always seemed to come from my own head. I do get intrusive thoughts. Also, my voices were always external.
I have this too, realised I need to pave my own path and not let others dictate what I want to do or how I should behave
Even if neuralink could insert thoughts/information etc it would only be for the wealthy and powerful. Little old us would never benefit from it. It’ll only be available with an extremely hefty cost
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