Feeling psychotic again. And i love the feeling,

After no sleep and only reading the last book of Farsser triloogy with the TV on i feel psycotic again.
I have told myself time and time again that it will pass, but right now i feel so alive. Like every little thing I do
is apart of something bigger. I am so isolated that everything I do i feel like someone is there with me.

Not something to brag about dude…
This is a recovery oriented forum.

Too bad that there are many side effects and that it is unstable.

Yeah but i have lived so many years with this sickness that i dont really take off. I know its not real and i will
land on my feet again. Its like a fresh breath in a mundane and boring life.

Hey, I like your username man, I’m on “The Fires of Heaven” right now.