I worked today at the shop. It’s funny how I feel the state of me when I’m working as opposed to when I’m just chilling.
It was tough concentrating. The shop is very busy. Maybe around 50-70 people there today at the most. Meds didn’t wear off properly before a couple of hours in. I was woozy before that. But held it together.
I recently started taking 5mg and 10mg olanzapine every other day(because melt tablets don’t come in 7.5mg). Today was a 5mg day. I’m afraid how the day will be if I come in on a 10mg day. I won’t be able to hide that I’m under the influence then.