It’s a bad day again. I woke up so angry and agitated and cursed some people .
I also had such terrible dreams Urgh. Slept for 11 hours.
I am glad though I finished some work. Have to message the HR and tell her I can not work full time.
It is a very bad phase in life since 2015 - when I decreased the dose of geodon my life became hell. I am reflecting on my past and not sure what kept me going on in this life. I do not have purpose. I force myself to be positive but it is difficult.
I wish I was 18 - 20 free happy and successful. I wonder how worse it could get
Yep I sympathise for you, work can suck sometimes!
My boss wants me to go to Birmingham tomorrow, Oxford on Friday, then Liverpool Mon-Thu next week, then on to Banbury for the remainder, and I just got back from London over the weekend.
It is good because it keeps me busy and semi-social, but bad because it makes me so tired when I get home.
No rest for the wicked!
Then again, the other day I was feeling stressed and he let me go home as a freebie so it didn’t impact my sick-leave quota
I thought I could work full time too but I just can’t. Too many symptoms and negativity.
I had a phone interview so just messaged her and told her I can not take a full time job for now.
I am happy for you @Bee3 if you have time and feel okay, it is good to work.
I just called my doc and left him a message that I want to switch to Zeldox geodon
It’s great that you have the flexibility to work part time, I looked at reducing my hours but it didn’t look good financially. Maybe if I moved somewhere cheaper it could work.
What do you do that lets you work from home? It sounds ideal already!
I am on olanzapine and doing very bad today.
I am doing very bad cognitively, very bad physically( I used to do excercise vigorously, can’t even walk now)
and I eat too much. Today sucked.
today is day 5 since I started to take medication and it seems to start to kick in now and its influence is very negative.
The previous days before the medication took effect( after I started taking it but before it too effect) were rather good.
Several consecutive days more like today and I quit olanzapine, I can’t take being a zombie.
Sometimes I just get crazy thoughts, myself. I seem to bounce back alright, though. It’s weird where I can get abysmal in my thoughts and then something snaps me out of it. The right music helps, as well.