Idk I’ve been feeling myself slipping into this slump all day. Idk why I’m even sad nothing bad happened today yet my brain feels the need to make me feel bad I guess.
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DUde, i thought you said you have a new car. You should be happy
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I know… I should be… I’m just stuck thinking about other things I guess.
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I’m sorry @anon51414962
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@Noise which brand car have u got homie…???
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It’s a Nissan…
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depression is part of Sz. I had been depressed for long before I got the diagnosis of Sz. You had no triggers, just kept feeling down. So be careful as it is part of Sz.
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I know I just wish it didn’t hit so hard. Especially when I should be happy… it just makes it worse when you know you should be content at least.
Thank you though @green5 what you say makes me feel more normal at least (hugs)
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i constantly battle ups and downs. I cry and get triggered even if I should be happy. Right now I’m sad cuz my bigger dog boarded me like in hockey into the fence and my shoulder hurts so much going to dr. How am I to do anything left handed ■■■■! So don’t worry about it. I couldn’t control what happened to me like you can’t control your illness.
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Oh man I hope your arm is ok!! I’m sorry you got injured. Just remember ice and ibuprofen are good for inflammation!! And be sure to follow your doctor’s instructions!!
But thank you you’re right I just gotta keep reminding myself of that.
Feel better!!
. Don’t worry about me…as I constantly say I was dealt a shitty hand of cards and expect something always will go wrong for me. I’ve been icing for twenty min every hour. Thanks…my dog got hurt too…I do worry about how much this is going to cost more than the pain.
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But I want to worry about you. I don’t want you to be hurt!!
I hope your pup is ok too!! And I hope everything isn’t too expensive for you. Sending good thoughts your way. 
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Thanks. Yeah the neighbors dog was banging on the fence and I was trying to get my little dog in cuz he has heart problems and my bigger dog just slammed me into fence and fell on me. I don’t think anything is broken, but I have a very high pain tolerance. Hopefully they can squeeze me in…if not, I may have to go to urgent care. My neighbor is going to take me. I’m one armed making sourdough waffles for her family this morning.
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That’s unusual I usually have a reason… I hope it goes soon and u can feel better. Maybe there’s an unconscious reason if that’s the right word. Anyhow hope u feel better most importantly.
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I have Nissan too. Juke.
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Back. Congrats on car. I don’t drive 
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Mines a Sentra!!
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Sometimes I just get down. I was thinking about the past and I just kinda got consumed. I’m hoping I’ll feel better after therapy.
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Know the feeling. I hope therapy helps you.
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I think that’s everybody’s problem. We see what “we”were before sz and how we digress or self reflect what damage we have done and what others have done to us. It’s human but especially bad for the mentally ill fo sure