Can’t stop eating junk food
My face is shrivelling up like a brain. From all the sugar.
I’m working tomorrow it’s day one and I just broke up with someone. Who was very important to me.
I feel low.
I don’t feel normal unless I eat junk food.
Idk why.
How’s your boxing days? X
I want friends who accept me
Sorry your in low mood Zoe. Maybe don’t be soo hard on yourself about the snacks?
My day just started and I m hoping it’s ok like my Christmas was… 
I have given up with my diet at the moment. I just binge on whatever I want to eat. I eat whatever’s available and whatever I feel like. Any amount. But at the moment I am exercising and peddling my exercise bike so that’s a plus. But I still in the future I am eager to get a hold of my diet again. I’m going to re-plan things again. One thing at a time Kinda. I am dealing with so many things right now that I put the diet in the background.
Have a good boxing day x
I hope you feel excepted by me. In someway. I actually found a therapist that is excepting of me. And it really helps.
Thanks you’re always sending me pearls of wisdom n support. So sweet
Thank you Zoe 
I hope yours turns around too:hugs:
I wish you the best with your work. May you just focus all your energy on your work for now getting through this day one.
I’m always here for you if you need someone to talk too my dms are open if you need somebody to talk too
Good luck! :)) Dude1
Thanku so much I appreciate this.
Have a nice rest of the year and I hope it all goes better with time somehow.
Thanku AwesomeFisherman.
Maybe you can just make healthy alternatives like honey instead of sugar? 
Maybe you can add a salad to your junk food. That can help.
Do you want to open up about today’s breakup? Do you regret making this decision? (To sever the ties with that person).
I feel he is gaslighting me. It’s not the first time either.
I personally don’t see the point of adding salad to junk food and honey is also a trigger food for me.
But I appreciate the gesture very much Johnathan2
Is there anything you can do to distract yourself? Try to relax and do something you enjoy. Then try and get a good nights sleep so you are fresh and well rested when you start your new job.
I could try to speak with him again. I don’t feel good when we are not on good terms. I could try to elaborate on my thoughts and feelings and then maybe he could make me feel less like I’m being gaslighted.
I don’t like that feeling when I’m being gaslighted for their own selfish goods.
That’s how I feel anyway.
I need clarity I would like to sleep at his tonight so that tmrrw I’m in a better mood 4 work but first I would need to feel he is being honest to me about important things.