So far, my favorite is When the Sun Bursts: The Enigma of Schizophrenia by Christopher Bollas. I have a bunch of others, but I haven’t read most of them. This one described a lot of what I was experiencing, or had experienced, which was comforting.
“The Eden Express” by Kurt Vonneguts son, Mark Vonnegut. I actually read it about a year before I got schizophrenia myself (didn’t see it coming). Two things about it made an impression. One, his descent into madness. The way he wrote it I thought was so interesting because in his narrative it happens so slowly and you’re going along reading how normal the guy was and then just a little bit at a time he goes psychotic.
When you’re reading it you don’t realize what’s happening to him, just like he didn’t realize it. As I didn’t realize what was slowly happening to me a year later. It goes from normal to weird so subtly, it’s fascinating.
Two, Vonnegut joined a commune and he used to sit on the roof of the communal building and just jam on a saxophone for an hour or so. It made me want to start playing a saxophone so bad. I priced used saxophones in the classified ads section of the newspaper but I never bought one. This was 1980 by the way, his story took place in the mid seventies. I think this was the first, and best book on schizophrenia I ever read. I’ve read many more since then, I went wild on Amazon around 2010 and bought every book on schizophrenia I could get a hold of.
@ATARI I think I only enjoyed it as an audiobook. I don’t think I would have enjoyed her writing having to have read it myself. I see what you mean. Lori Schiller I enjoyed much more personally