Does anyone else ponder their existence? I guess im just unsatisfied with life.
What happened?
Nothing i just think too much
What are you thinking?
Questions that have no answers
I remember a movie which was called āWho am i?ā A action comedy with Jackie Chan
I donāt want to live.
Iāve had existential crises in the past.
Theyāre confusing and depressing, but theyāve always sorted themselves out after a while. Talking to someone about what Iām thinking seems to help, as it helps me put my thoughts into words, and put the words in order.
Iām going through one of these. In the last 2 years my husband passed away and I was put on oxygen. So yeah I find myself often questioning what is this all about? Why are we here? What is next if anything?
Itās all about the simple things. I donāt there is escaping the latent terrors of life. No understanding nor physical boundary can truly make life bliss.
But we as humans are survivalistic creatures. We face that darkness in order to strive for a better existence. Itās all distorted by the cushiness available in modern society. But I will stand by the claim that it is merely our collective Iām maturity regarding the responsibility of having such lushness in our world.
Itās too stratified and heirarchal⦠Itās spread to thin. And a lot of the reason it is that way is that more carnal ideologies are empowered like life should be played like a game of grab bag or some grandeous scheme to have the largest castle.
Itās true though, that these days itās easy to eat better than the best of Kings ever had. Itās easier to be healthy in a real refined medical sense.
Itās easier to find help and communicate with our new technologies⦠And in the end itās easier to trust that so long as you hope for the better of everyone else⦠The abstract back bone of the world hopes for the better of you.
This crisis can only be absolved through acceptance⦠Either in that you donāt need to do anything in life but be good to others and enjoy yourself⦠And if that doesnāt satisfy you gotta convert all you have within you⦠All the doubt and confusion into a targeted and attainable goal⦠And get something accomplished.
Iām having a bit of an existential crisis today. Along the lines of āwhy is life so cruelā. Iām sure itāll pass. These things normally do.