You’re torturing yourself. It might end badly.
The good news is that you can choose your view.
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I am torturing myself, but I have no choice. I must know what is real and what isn’t.
You can’t, you’re not God. You’ll go more crazy.
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That anxiety stress feeling is a precursor to psychosis. Everyone here who knows how this game works, knows exactly what is going to happen. You will end up in hospital again and you are going to end up in a bad place.
To speak of illusion, hallucination simulation and so on is to commit to something real in light of which these experiences are illusory and so on. Failing to provide that results, again, in pragmatic self defeat: without a foothold of reality it makes no sense to speak of illusion. Opting out by saying this is provided by the reality of your experience (as opposed to its veridicality) has the distinction collapse, in which case worries are meaningless as well.
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Fair enough, but I’d make a distinction between the strictly illusory and an “occasionalist” universe run by an evil demiurge.
Do you think you’re God?
I’m also worried, but I’ve never exprienced full-blown psychosis.
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No, but part of me believes I was sent by him.
We are in diametrically opposite poles, @NotSeksoEmpirico. You say everything is illusory and I say everything is real…
But what´s the difference between these two strict views of the universe?
For one thing the reality of other people, or to be precise, other minds.
Do you feel like Jesus tempted in the desert?
A lot of the time they dont even know it is happening. They just think oh those deamons are after me way more than they usually are, or the men that follow you have been doing it more frequently. The whole idea of unusual beliefs are that you dont think there is anything wrong with them.
Its the same, then you think you’re God.
You’re clearly delusional now and you got worse than before, you’ll probably get even worse. I thought I was sent by God a second Jesus, I tried to kill myself to prove it, ended up nearly dying from liver failure Drs said in the emergency. You’re playing with fire by not taking your meds.
I am God. I created the universe.
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That’s exactly how I’ve explained my predicament in the past. The devil and I sharing the desert and being “tempted” into co-creating the universe.
I have many doubts, and I continue to do normal stuff like watching netflix, playing chess or reading books. I’m not psychotic.
I did those while psychotic I even went to university. I still tried to kill myself. You can still kill yourself. It seems that you like playing with fire. Your life, your choice.
Do you feel like the second advent of Christ? Or the sacred Bible was talking about your experience directly before you even came into this world, if there was even a before?