My voices argue sometimes. I really cannot stand that lol. Good post.
Wow I love how they described the visual as a spectrum. That’s very accurate for me.
Mine always talk about me, and put me down whenever they can. About whatever they can. Then I have problems with thought broadcasting…but truly I know they’re just voices in my head and not coming from anyone in particular. Unless i’m going through a relapse and I’m walking a think line.
My voices were very much internal, one was very menacing, as I’ve mentioned multiple times on this site forum.
Some examples of what Elliot would tell me, and honestly, if snakes could talk, he’d sound similar, is this:
“You should cut yourself open to see what’s real.”
"You see that guy right there? He’s a bad person, kill him."
Obviously it was really stressful when he kept urging me, often just antagonizing me to a degree I almost had a break down.
Visual hallucinations for me are illusions or overstimulation usually, some times extending to things being in my periphery and usually they frighten me.
my voices have never sounded like thoughts they have always sounded like if there are people in the vents or wherever white noise is coming from or when I am outside they just sounded distant but still super clear and they are talking to me, they do comment on my actions but they have never talked to eachother and yeah are very much negative but it is different for everybody
I used to have what I called a news broadcast in my head. There were 3 news anchors and they would debate my thoughts, actions, other people, the list was endless. They would argue too. Now I deal with 2 voices. But I’m able to ignore them now. Unless one starts screaming my name.
I’ve never seen or heard the demons talk to each other or with Seraton. And I’ve never had the impression that they even acknowledge each other. Aside from the group of people, or whatever, in the next room, who never acknowledged me or have anything clear to say, Seraton is who I hear mostly now. And he always is hyper focused on me. Any voices I’ve ever heard have been external.
Sometimes I have repetitive thoughts that I’m not happy about, and internal conversations with myself, but it’s my voice. That’s just me when it’s internal.
I see toothpaste, food as semen, feces (sticky, uneven surface matter), or pennis (long, cylinder items), my clothes, belongings are of someone else, so it’s shameful to eat or use them. I also hear voices comment about my action. I refused to take med, but a friend of mine encouraged me lately and I decided to follow the treatment, but very often, I really want to quit.
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